1 00:00:00,960 --> 00:00:03,800 (Chickens clucking) 2 00:00:09,960 --> 00:00:11,960 (Door opens) 3 00:00:17,640 --> 00:00:20,960 (Naveen) Hello. Hello, Sita. 4 00:00:20,960 --> 00:00:21,960 Excuse me. 5 00:00:21,960 --> 00:00:23,960 Sorry. Thank you. 6 00:00:26,960 --> 00:00:29,960 'Sometimes I wonder if this is really it. 7 00:00:29,960 --> 00:00:31,960 'Dust from stars. 8 00:00:31,960 --> 00:00:33,960 'Millions of years of evolution 9 00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:35,960 'to bring my consciousness into being, 10 00:00:35,960 --> 00:00:37,960 'to observe for one brief moment... 11 00:00:38,960 --> 00:00:39,960 '..this. 12 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:46,960 'This is it. The gift of life. The game of life. 13 00:00:46,960 --> 00:00:51,960 'It's temporary, but surely it must mean something.' 14 00:00:51,960 --> 00:00:55,960 Do you ever get that feeling you can't shake off, hm? 15 00:00:55,960 --> 00:00:57,640 My lovely Sita. 16 00:01:30,960 --> 00:01:32,960 (Gasps) 17 00:01:39,960 --> 00:01:42,960 (Sighs heavily) 18 00:01:42,960 --> 00:01:44,960 (Lighter flicking) 19 00:01:48,960 --> 00:01:50,960 Eugh! 20 00:02:03,960 --> 00:02:06,960 - Are you ready? - I'm not going. 21 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:08,960 Right. 22 00:02:08,960 --> 00:02:10,480 Sangeeta, did you hear that? 23 00:02:11,960 --> 00:02:13,960 - It's her life. - Thanks, Mother. 24 00:02:13,960 --> 00:02:15,960 And will you shut the door? 25 00:02:15,960 --> 00:02:17,480 You have to go. 26 00:02:17,480 --> 00:02:20,320 I'm not really into weekly organised masochism. 27 00:02:20,320 --> 00:02:21,960 You might be, but I'm not. 28 00:02:21,960 --> 00:02:23,960 - I think it helps. - Well, you go, then. 29 00:02:27,960 --> 00:02:28,960 Can you stop fighting her? 30 00:02:28,960 --> 00:02:31,960 What, and sign up to your policy of appeasement? 31 00:02:31,960 --> 00:02:32,960 No, thanks. 32 00:02:32,960 --> 00:02:34,960 - Can't you compromise just...? - Oi, Josh! 33 00:02:38,960 --> 00:02:40,960 - H-Hey, Sim. - Hey. 34 00:02:40,960 --> 00:02:44,960 - Er... Hi, Mr and Mrs Sanghera. - What are you doing? 35 00:02:44,960 --> 00:02:47,000 Oh... I was... I was just jogging. 36 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:49,960 - In our garden? - Yeah. 37 00:02:49,960 --> 00:02:51,960 Yeah, sorry. Sorry, Mr Sanghera. 38 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:53,960 Why have you got that on your head? 39 00:02:54,960 --> 00:02:57,960 Oh, um... I was, um... 40 00:02:58,960 --> 00:03:02,800 I was... I was hedging. It's like this online, like, viral thing. 41 00:03:02,800 --> 00:03:03,960 - Right. - (Josh) Yeah, you, um... 42 00:03:03,960 --> 00:03:05,960 You strap one of these cameras to your head, 43 00:03:05,960 --> 00:03:08,960 then you run through as many gardens as you can, and, um... 44 00:03:08,960 --> 00:03:10,960 and you upload the footage to... 45 00:03:10,960 --> 00:03:13,960 - I'll see you later, Josh. - Yeah. Yeah, sure. 46 00:03:13,960 --> 00:03:17,960 Sorry. I'll just, er... just go back over the wall. 47 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:21,960 (Giggles) 48 00:03:27,320 --> 00:03:29,960 - Are you and, er...? - Dad. 49 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:32,800 - You know, um... - Oh, God, stop. He's just a friend. 50 00:03:32,800 --> 00:03:36,960 Will you stop interrogating her? Right, I'm off to the office. 51 00:03:36,960 --> 00:03:39,960 - I'm going to college. - What shall I say to Dr Russell? 52 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:41,960 - She's a therapist, she'll understand! 53 00:03:41,960 --> 00:03:42,960 Yes, but you're the one with the... 54 00:03:42,960 --> 00:03:44,960 (Front door slams) 55 00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:52,960 (Ringing) 56 00:03:52,960 --> 00:03:56,800 - (Man) 'Hello?' - Hello. Yes, it's Naveen Sanghera. 57 00:03:56,800 --> 00:03:59,960 Yes, hello, again, um... You said you had the materials. 58 00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:02,960 - 'Yeah, I do.' - Good. When can I see it? 59 00:04:03,960 --> 00:04:06,960 OK. Any idea when? 60 00:04:06,960 --> 00:04:08,960 Sure. 61 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:11,800 Oh, at my house? I'd, um... 62 00:04:11,800 --> 00:04:13,800 I'd rather meet somewhere else, to be honest. 63 00:04:14,960 --> 00:04:15,960 OK, I'll wait to hear from you. 64 00:04:15,960 --> 00:04:17,960 - Thank you. - 'But Naveen...' 65 00:04:51,960 --> 00:04:52,960 (Sighs) 66 00:04:57,960 --> 00:05:00,800 (Clears throat) 67 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:02,320 - What the fuck? - My phone. 68 00:05:02,320 --> 00:05:06,960 What, you're fucking spying on me? That's sick! You're fucking sick! 69 00:05:06,960 --> 00:05:07,960 Simran! 70 00:05:07,960 --> 00:05:09,960 - Simran! - Piss off, Dad! 71 00:05:09,960 --> 00:05:12,960 (Simran stomps upstairs) 72 00:05:15,960 --> 00:05:16,960 (Door slams) 73 00:05:22,960 --> 00:05:25,960 (Loud music playing upstairs) 74 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:28,960 (Sighs) 75 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:36,960 (Music volume intensifies) 76 00:05:48,960 --> 00:05:51,000 (Heavy drum and bass music) 77 00:05:54,960 --> 00:05:56,960 (Music stops) 78 00:05:57,960 --> 00:05:59,480 Can we talk? 79 00:06:02,960 --> 00:06:06,960 It's always so... so nice up here. 80 00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:08,960 This was wasted on the guest room. 81 00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:10,960 Look, I don't want... 82 00:06:10,960 --> 00:06:14,320 The last thing I want to do, me or your mum, 83 00:06:14,320 --> 00:06:15,960 is to make things worse. 84 00:06:17,480 --> 00:06:18,960 We want to help. 85 00:06:19,960 --> 00:06:20,960 I want to understand. 86 00:06:21,960 --> 00:06:24,800 I'm not dictating to you, am I? 87 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:27,960 I-I don't stand over you, I don't think, 88 00:06:27,960 --> 00:06:31,320 but I'm not gonna stand back, and let you screw up your chances. 89 00:06:32,480 --> 00:06:35,480 - It's heart-breaking. - This isn't about you. 90 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:38,000 Dr Russell said it's more likely to be nature than nurture anyway, 91 00:06:38,000 --> 00:06:39,960 so you're off the hook. 92 00:06:39,960 --> 00:06:41,960 - I'm trying to do the right thing. - Well, then, do nothing! 93 00:06:41,960 --> 00:06:44,960 Just be my dad. Just stand there and take it! 94 00:06:44,960 --> 00:06:46,960 If I behaved like this to my dad... 95 00:06:46,960 --> 00:06:47,960 What would he have done? 96 00:06:47,960 --> 00:06:50,480 He wouldn't have been so understanding. 97 00:06:50,480 --> 00:06:52,320 Good old-fashioned corporal punishment? 98 00:06:52,320 --> 00:06:53,960 Tough love, he called it. 99 00:06:53,960 --> 00:06:57,000 Well... if you need to beat me, can we get on with it? 100 00:06:57,000 --> 00:06:59,960 Try not to batter anywhere that I'll show. 101 00:06:59,960 --> 00:07:00,960 You're supposed to be at work. 102 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:02,960 We're supposed to be at the therapist's. 103 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:04,960 (Mobile chimes) 104 00:07:05,960 --> 00:07:06,960 - What's that? - Um... nothing. 105 00:07:06,960 --> 00:07:08,960 Something I have to do later. 106 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:11,960 Fancy going down the arcade? We could play on the fruit machines. 107 00:07:11,960 --> 00:07:13,960 We could score some crack off the estate lads. 108 00:07:13,960 --> 00:07:15,960 There's a bit behind the bus shelter 109 00:07:15,960 --> 00:07:17,960 that's the perfect place for an overdose. 110 00:07:17,960 --> 00:07:19,960 Do that, and I will batter you. 111 00:07:19,960 --> 00:07:21,960 (Front door slams) (Laughter) 112 00:07:21,960 --> 00:07:23,480 Who's that? 113 00:07:25,960 --> 00:07:27,000 (Laughter) 114 00:07:31,960 --> 00:07:33,960 I think it's Mum. 115 00:07:33,960 --> 00:07:35,320 Who's she with? 116 00:07:35,320 --> 00:07:38,320 I only saw that he was wearing a suit. 117 00:07:38,320 --> 00:07:40,960 Perhaps she's showing him around. 118 00:07:40,960 --> 00:07:42,960 Why would she do that? 119 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:45,960 Maybe he's an estate agent. We're trying to get the house evaluated. 120 00:07:45,960 --> 00:07:48,960 We're not selling. Why would she show an estate agent round? 121 00:07:48,960 --> 00:07:51,000 It's good to know the value of your real estate, Simran. 122 00:07:51,000 --> 00:07:53,960 It's good practice. 123 00:07:53,960 --> 00:07:56,320 (Indistinct chatter and giggling) 124 00:07:57,320 --> 00:07:58,960 (Moaning) 125 00:08:03,960 --> 00:08:04,960 Jesus! 126 00:08:05,960 --> 00:08:07,160 Are you sure it's your mum? 127 00:08:07,960 --> 00:08:10,960 Definitely. 128 00:08:10,960 --> 00:08:15,960 Your wife, the mother of your child, with some... bloke. 129 00:08:15,960 --> 00:08:17,960 It's probably nothing. 130 00:08:17,960 --> 00:08:19,960 Do something, then. 131 00:08:20,960 --> 00:08:22,960 - Think I should go beat him up? - Yes! 132 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:25,960 No, just... I don't know, go in there and scare him away, 133 00:08:25,960 --> 00:08:27,960 defend your territory. 134 00:08:27,960 --> 00:08:30,800 (Naveen sighs) (Scoffs) 135 00:08:30,800 --> 00:08:33,960 Could this be more dysfunctional? 136 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:35,960 How does this make you feel? 137 00:08:35,960 --> 00:08:37,960 Like a blob of jelly. (Sangeeta shrieking) 138 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:39,960 Are you even jealous? 139 00:08:39,960 --> 00:08:40,960 I don't know. 140 00:08:41,960 --> 00:08:42,960 Bloody hell! 141 00:08:42,960 --> 00:08:44,960 Simran, wait. 142 00:08:44,960 --> 00:08:47,320 (Moaning and shrieking continues) 143 00:08:49,960 --> 00:08:51,960 (Sangeeta) Harder! Harder! 144 00:08:51,960 --> 00:08:53,960 Harder! 145 00:08:53,960 --> 00:08:55,960 (Shrieking continues) 146 00:08:58,960 --> 00:09:00,960 Dad! Stop. Just... 147 00:09:00,960 --> 00:09:02,960 come back. 148 00:09:02,960 --> 00:09:04,960 OK. I'm coming back. 149 00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:13,960 (Sighs) 150 00:09:13,960 --> 00:09:14,960 It'll be over soon. 151 00:09:14,960 --> 00:09:17,640 I can't believe I have to listen to my mother 152 00:09:17,640 --> 00:09:18,960 have sex with another man. 153 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:27,640 Think of something else. 154 00:09:28,960 --> 00:09:30,480 Something nice. 155 00:09:31,640 --> 00:09:32,800 Look... 156 00:09:33,960 --> 00:09:36,320 Simran, we have been married for 20 years. 157 00:09:37,320 --> 00:09:40,960 - And? - A long time for two people to... 158 00:09:40,960 --> 00:09:42,800 You know. 159 00:09:42,800 --> 00:09:44,960 You're unhappy? 160 00:09:44,960 --> 00:09:46,800 No, I... 161 00:09:46,800 --> 00:09:47,960 I'm happy. 162 00:09:47,960 --> 00:09:49,960 But? 163 00:09:49,960 --> 00:09:52,960 - But nothing, it's just... - Yes? 164 00:09:52,960 --> 00:09:55,960 Your mum and me, we... 165 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:57,960 I don't know, I can't explain. 166 00:09:57,960 --> 00:09:59,960 Don't know what? What don't you know? 167 00:09:59,960 --> 00:10:01,640 Do we have to have this conversation now? 168 00:10:01,640 --> 00:10:03,160 No, I think we should wait another 20 years, 169 00:10:03,160 --> 00:10:04,960 really ruminate on it. 170 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:07,960 Your mum and me... 171 00:10:09,320 --> 00:10:12,960 We don't exactly... relate, that-that's all. 172 00:10:12,960 --> 00:10:14,960 It's not unusual, it's not remarkable. 173 00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:19,960 But turns out we... weren't actually... 174 00:10:19,960 --> 00:10:21,960 aren't particularly compatible. 175 00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:26,960 Tell me you didn't stay together for my sake. 176 00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:28,960 Not that cliche, please. 177 00:10:29,960 --> 00:10:31,000 (Naveen sighs) 178 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:32,960 Fuck! 179 00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:38,960 (Naveen) You don't understand married life. 180 00:10:38,960 --> 00:10:42,960 (Simran) Well, it's my life too, trapped here with you and her. 181 00:10:42,960 --> 00:10:45,960 It turns out not being happy is the backdrop to everything I hold dear. 182 00:10:45,960 --> 00:10:49,000 We are happy... enough. 183 00:10:49,960 --> 00:10:51,960 People expect too much. 184 00:10:51,960 --> 00:10:53,960 Is it too much to expect you to love each other? 185 00:10:53,960 --> 00:10:55,960 Lots of couples don't. 186 00:10:55,960 --> 00:10:57,960 Stupidly, I thought that you'd... 187 00:10:57,960 --> 00:10:59,960 you'd be looking forward to me going away to uni. 188 00:10:59,960 --> 00:11:02,960 - Simran, I... - Going for coffee, going on dates, 189 00:11:02,960 --> 00:11:04,160 getting dressed up. 190 00:11:04,160 --> 00:11:05,800 Not this. 191 00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:08,960 Not listening to her get frisky with another man. 192 00:11:08,960 --> 00:11:10,960 That's more than frisky. 193 00:11:10,960 --> 00:11:13,960 - She's so... guttural. - Isn't she? 194 00:11:13,960 --> 00:11:16,960 (Moaning and shrieking continues) 195 00:11:16,960 --> 00:11:18,320 Is that it? 196 00:11:25,960 --> 00:11:29,960 Do you remember when I was little and you'd wrap me up in a bath towel 197 00:11:29,960 --> 00:11:33,640 and pretend I was the baby and you were the stork? 198 00:11:33,640 --> 00:11:35,960 And I'd carry you in my beak. 199 00:11:36,960 --> 00:11:41,000 All that time... you were unhappy. 200 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:42,960 I was happy then. 201 00:11:42,960 --> 00:11:47,960 I love you, and despite myself, I do love Sangeeta. 202 00:11:47,960 --> 00:11:50,960 But the happiness, it-it's supposed to be like this... 203 00:11:50,960 --> 00:11:54,640 lovely warm blanket over everything. 204 00:11:54,640 --> 00:11:55,960 Dr Russell keeps going over it 205 00:11:55,960 --> 00:11:58,960 again and again in the sessions. 206 00:11:58,960 --> 00:12:01,960 - Over what? - My childhood, my upbringing. 207 00:12:01,960 --> 00:12:03,960 Over and over it, like she's obsessed. 208 00:12:03,960 --> 00:12:05,960 - What does she say? - She doesn't say anything. 209 00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:07,800 What do you say, then? 210 00:12:08,640 --> 00:12:11,960 Whatever comes to mind. Stuff, memories. 211 00:12:11,960 --> 00:12:13,480 And? 212 00:12:14,960 --> 00:12:16,960 I just never realised you weren't happy. 213 00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:18,960 It doesn't matter. 214 00:12:18,960 --> 00:12:21,960 I think it's pretty fundamental to my take on the world. 215 00:12:21,960 --> 00:12:25,960 I mean, I stupidly assumed that you were... well, happy. 216 00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:27,960 That this is what happiness looks like. 217 00:12:29,320 --> 00:12:31,640 (Moaning starts up again) (Simran sighs) 218 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:36,160 (Naveen) I put happiness to one side. 219 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:38,960 Never to be seen again. 220 00:12:40,960 --> 00:12:44,160 I imagined your mum and me would be brought closer by you, 221 00:12:44,160 --> 00:12:46,480 Our beautiful daughter. 222 00:12:46,480 --> 00:12:48,800 (Loud banging) 223 00:12:48,800 --> 00:12:50,480 What is he doing to her? 224 00:12:52,640 --> 00:12:54,480 This is when I wish I still smoked. 225 00:12:56,960 --> 00:12:58,960 I think you should leave her. 226 00:12:58,960 --> 00:13:01,960 I think you should just strike out on your own. 227 00:13:01,960 --> 00:13:03,960 Why? 228 00:13:03,960 --> 00:13:04,960 - Why? - Why? 229 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:07,960 Well, because... because so many reasons. 230 00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:09,000 Go on, then. 231 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:10,960 One, you're not getting any younger. 232 00:13:10,960 --> 00:13:11,960 Thanks. 233 00:13:11,960 --> 00:13:14,960 Two, she clearly doesn't love you. 234 00:13:14,960 --> 00:13:16,960 Thanks again. 235 00:13:16,960 --> 00:13:20,960 Three... because you deserve to find something better. 236 00:13:22,960 --> 00:13:24,960 I love this house. 237 00:13:24,960 --> 00:13:26,960 - It's just a prison. - It's not a prison. 238 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:27,960 It is. 239 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:29,960 And we're all trapped here together. 240 00:13:29,960 --> 00:13:32,960 - Bloody hell, Simran. - It's true. 241 00:13:32,960 --> 00:13:34,960 We need to leave. 242 00:13:34,960 --> 00:13:37,960 Don't you ever dream about escaping? 243 00:13:37,960 --> 00:13:39,800 I don't think about it. 244 00:13:39,800 --> 00:13:40,960 Well, I do. 245 00:13:40,960 --> 00:13:42,320 I've got too much keeping me here. 246 00:13:42,320 --> 00:13:44,800 Baba for example, I... I couldn't abandon him. 247 00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:46,960 He would be fine. 248 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:49,480 He probably wouldn't even notice you'd gone. 249 00:13:49,480 --> 00:13:52,000 Just... Just put yourself first for once. 250 00:13:52,000 --> 00:13:54,960 I wasn't brought up to think like that. 251 00:13:54,960 --> 00:13:57,960 And there are other things, things you don't know about. 252 00:13:57,960 --> 00:13:59,960 Like what? 253 00:13:59,960 --> 00:14:01,000 (Screaming) What the hell? 254 00:14:02,960 --> 00:14:03,960 Oh, God, I'm calling the police. 255 00:14:03,960 --> 00:14:05,960 Don't be silly, you're not calling the police. 256 00:14:05,960 --> 00:14:09,160 What if he's beating her up? You're not doing anything. Just... 257 00:14:11,960 --> 00:14:14,640 Simran! Simran! 258 00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:19,960 I've never seen you play hockey. 259 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:22,640 The junk we buy you! 260 00:14:22,640 --> 00:14:23,960 (Banging and slapping) 261 00:14:36,960 --> 00:14:38,960 (Room falls silent) 262 00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:42,960 (Man) Ah, shit! 263 00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:44,960 Harvinder. 264 00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:47,960 (Voicemail) 'Hello, this is Naveen Sanghera. Please leave...' 265 00:15:01,960 --> 00:15:03,640 Oh, I... 266 00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:07,160 Sangeeta, my trousers, please. 267 00:15:07,160 --> 00:15:08,960 Simran, please. 268 00:15:12,960 --> 00:15:14,960 (Sangeeta) I think you should leave too. 269 00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:16,960 - (Naveen) Oh, do you? - (Sangeeta) Yes. 270 00:15:16,960 --> 00:15:19,960 This is my bedroom too, Sangeeta. 271 00:15:19,960 --> 00:15:21,960 Maybe you should leave. 272 00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:30,000 (Door opens and closes) 273 00:15:34,960 --> 00:15:37,960 (Harvinder) Some privacy would be really appreciated. 274 00:15:40,960 --> 00:15:42,160 Fuck off. 275 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:45,960 (Doorbell rings) 276 00:15:56,000 --> 00:15:57,640 Fuck. 277 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:03,960 - Naveen. - Brian, really not a good time. 278 00:16:03,960 --> 00:16:06,960 I've got some answers for you, finally. 279 00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:08,960 Although it throws up more questions, really. 280 00:16:08,960 --> 00:16:11,000 Um... I thought you'd want to know straight away. 281 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:12,960 I'm in the middle of something with my wife. 282 00:16:12,960 --> 00:16:15,320 - Something important. - It won't take a minute. 283 00:16:16,640 --> 00:16:18,960 I think we should go through this stuff together. 284 00:16:18,960 --> 00:16:20,960 We'd better be quick. Through here. 285 00:16:26,960 --> 00:16:28,960 It's all here, Mr Sanghera. 286 00:16:31,000 --> 00:16:33,960 I've clipped photographs to the relevant documents. 287 00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:36,960 Yes, I'm... I'm sure you've been very thorough. 288 00:16:36,960 --> 00:16:38,960 Yes, that's right. 289 00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:44,960 - That's my, er... - Birth certificate. 290 00:16:44,960 --> 00:16:46,960 - And that's er, his... - Employment details. 291 00:16:47,960 --> 00:16:52,960 From the asphalt plant, when he first arrived in 1978. 292 00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:56,960 There is another person involved. 293 00:16:56,960 --> 00:16:57,960 Valerie. 294 00:16:59,960 --> 00:17:03,480 Now, I have a connection to her that you might be interested in... 295 00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:04,800 Thank you, Brian. 296 00:17:04,800 --> 00:17:07,160 Er... the remaining balance is all there. 297 00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:09,960 As I said, I'm in the middle of something right now. 298 00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:11,960 Uh... but I will take a look later, OK? 299 00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:12,960 I think it's all clear. 300 00:17:12,960 --> 00:17:16,960 I've detailed all the relationships in the correct order, 301 00:17:16,960 --> 00:17:19,800 with relevant images attached. (Front door opens and closes) 302 00:17:19,800 --> 00:17:20,960 Well, lovely. Thank you... 303 00:17:21,960 --> 00:17:26,480 Well... as I've said, I really need you to go now, Brian. 304 00:17:26,480 --> 00:17:28,960 OK. OK, Naveen. 305 00:17:33,960 --> 00:17:35,960 It's a lot to take in, I know. 306 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:40,960 (Door opens) Thanks, Brian. 307 00:17:41,960 --> 00:17:42,960 (Door closes) 308 00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:57,960 What's that? 309 00:17:57,960 --> 00:18:01,960 Nothing, um... just some post. Did I just see Harv leave? 310 00:18:01,960 --> 00:18:04,960 - Yeah. - I need to get to work. Don't you? 311 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:07,960 - Um, I-I'm gonna take the day off. - So am I. 312 00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:10,640 Good idea. I'll try and get back early. 313 00:18:12,960 --> 00:18:14,960 Fun's over. You should change. 314 00:20:02,960 --> 00:20:03,960 (Front door opens) 315 00:20:05,800 --> 00:20:06,960 (Door closes) 316 00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:08,960 Hello? I've got lunch. 317 00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:12,960 Sam said it was fine for me to leave early, 318 00:20:12,960 --> 00:20:13,960 said it was OK to work from home, 319 00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:16,800 so, er, I went to that new Mexican place, 320 00:20:16,800 --> 00:20:18,960 thought we could give it a try. 321 00:20:18,960 --> 00:20:23,960 I've got, er... you know, nachos, burritos, 322 00:20:23,960 --> 00:20:25,960 sauces... 323 00:20:25,960 --> 00:20:27,960 So, here you go. 324 00:20:28,960 --> 00:20:30,960 Enjoying that, are we? 325 00:20:30,960 --> 00:20:33,960 - Please, can we just, um...? - What, carry on as normal? 326 00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:35,960 Come on, Sim, you have to eat. 327 00:20:35,960 --> 00:20:38,480 - You could show some remorse. - Will you just stop? 328 00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:41,160 Or what? Are you gonna slap me with your little truncheon? 329 00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:42,960 Maybe I will. 330 00:20:42,960 --> 00:20:44,960 (Naveen) Sit down. 331 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:48,960 Sit down! 332 00:20:51,160 --> 00:20:52,960 (Doorbell rings) 333 00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:57,960 (Front door opens) 334 00:20:59,960 --> 00:21:01,960 (Front door closes) 335 00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:03,960 Look who's come to see us. 336 00:21:10,960 --> 00:21:12,960 Well, well... 337 00:21:12,960 --> 00:21:14,960 Dirty Uncle Harvinder. 338 00:21:34,640 --> 00:21:36,960 You left your gimp mask behind. 339 00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:45,960 I know this is difficult. 340 00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:48,960 It is for me. 341 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:50,960 You've surpassed yourself. 342 00:21:55,960 --> 00:21:57,320 No, I can't explain it. 343 00:21:57,320 --> 00:21:59,960 You think I want an explanation? 344 00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:06,480 Look, I didn't intend for this to happen. 345 00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:10,960 After you boasted about the single life. 346 00:22:10,960 --> 00:22:11,960 I didn't want this. 347 00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:15,960 About your freedom, all the casual relationships. 348 00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:17,960 Sangeeta chose me. 349 00:22:18,960 --> 00:22:19,960 She did. 350 00:22:19,960 --> 00:22:23,960 So, does that mean anything? Her choice, her commitment. 351 00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:27,960 Even in your twisted cynical world. 352 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,000 - It wasn't like that. - Wasn't it? 353 00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:32,960 Don't tell me. She came chasing after you. 354 00:22:32,960 --> 00:22:34,960 She came running back. 355 00:22:34,960 --> 00:22:35,960 No, no, that's not it. 356 00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:38,800 - What, then? - It just... 357 00:22:39,960 --> 00:22:40,960 ..happened. 358 00:22:40,960 --> 00:22:42,960 Don't you remember what you said back then? 359 00:22:42,960 --> 00:22:45,960 - I said... - You said it was over between you. 360 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:47,320 And don't give me that bullshit. 361 00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:48,960 Nothing just happens! 362 00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:50,960 All right, OK! 363 00:22:50,960 --> 00:22:54,960 This is not meaningless, casual sex, OK? 364 00:22:54,960 --> 00:22:57,000 - Is that what you wanna hear? - No. 365 00:22:57,000 --> 00:22:59,960 - I don't wanna hear that, no. - And I wish it was different. 366 00:23:01,800 --> 00:23:02,960 But it's not. 367 00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:05,960 You mean, you love each other? 368 00:23:07,960 --> 00:23:09,960 Oh... I didn't want this. 369 00:23:09,960 --> 00:23:11,640 Didn't you? 370 00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:14,960 I didn't want this... to be the way that you found out. 371 00:23:14,960 --> 00:23:15,960 Fantastic. 372 00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:21,960 And the timing... You have... no idea. 373 00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:23,960 - I bloody knew it! - You didn't know. 374 00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:28,960 On some elemental, instinctive level I bloody did know it. 375 00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:30,960 You, my brother! 376 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:33,960 I didn't mean this to happen, Naveen. You gotta believe me, man! 377 00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:35,160 So? 378 00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:36,320 What? 379 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:39,480 I'm processing. 380 00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:41,960 Adjusting. 381 00:23:42,960 --> 00:23:45,960 You... and my wife. 382 00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:50,480 You... and me. 383 00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:56,960 It's not personal, huh? 384 00:23:57,960 --> 00:23:59,960 It's not about you. 385 00:23:59,960 --> 00:24:03,960 You are a colossal prick. 386 00:24:03,960 --> 00:24:07,320 - Look, it's not that we didn't... - Shut the fuck up 387 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:09,960 before I ram that mask down your throat! 388 00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:11,960 (Mobile ringing) 389 00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:21,960 - Hello, Dad. - Naveen, is that you? 390 00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,960 'Yeah, yeah. How are you, Dad?' 391 00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:25,000 Er... not bad. 392 00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:26,960 'They changed the soap.' 393 00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:29,960 - What? - The soap, the berry. 394 00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:31,960 Now they're giving me coconut. 395 00:24:31,960 --> 00:24:33,320 You know I hate bloody coconut. 396 00:24:33,320 --> 00:24:35,960 - Have you said anything to them? - 'Yeah.' 397 00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:37,960 They said they've run out of berry. 398 00:24:37,960 --> 00:24:40,960 Maybe they'll be able to order you some more. 399 00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:42,960 No, no, no. They said they've run out of berry. 400 00:24:42,960 --> 00:24:45,960 You know, they'll never ever be able to bring back the berry, 401 00:24:45,960 --> 00:24:46,960 'not in my lifetime.' 402 00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:49,960 How are you today, Dad? You sound quite well. 403 00:24:49,960 --> 00:24:51,960 'Bloody uncomfortable.' 404 00:24:51,960 --> 00:24:53,960 I wanted to go out for a walk, 405 00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:56,960 but they said I can't go outside my room. 406 00:24:56,960 --> 00:24:59,960 I'll speak to Mrs Kureshi, OK, about the berry wash. 407 00:24:59,960 --> 00:25:01,960 She won't be there now. 408 00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:03,640 Only Hungarian Steve, 409 00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:06,960 and he always says he'll leave her a post-it and never does. 410 00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:08,960 - A what? - A post-it, a note. 411 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:10,960 'I thought you said something else.' 412 00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:12,960 I thought you said something about her tits. 413 00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:14,640 No. What? Look, it doesn't matter. 414 00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:15,960 'Listen... I'd better get going.' 415 00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:17,960 Yeah, it's not like you to talk like that. 416 00:25:17,960 --> 00:25:18,960 (Sighs) What? 417 00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:20,960 I thought you said Mrs Kureshi's tits. 418 00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:23,640 Right, OK. I'll see you tomorrow. 419 00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:26,800 No, no, no, no. Listen, son, I... I need to talk to you. 420 00:25:26,800 --> 00:25:29,960 - Not now, Dad. - Naveen, it's very important. 421 00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:31,960 It's about your inheritance. 422 00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:35,320 We already had this conversation. Don't you remember? 423 00:25:35,320 --> 00:25:37,960 Are you sure? But there's a problem. 424 00:25:37,960 --> 00:25:38,960 'We need to get it straight.' 425 00:25:38,960 --> 00:25:41,960 Gurpreet said that we must never tell you, and she was right. 426 00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:43,960 - Enough, enough. - 'No, but, Naveen!' 427 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:45,960 - It's very important. (Naveen hangs up) 428 00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:48,800 (Sighs) 429 00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:56,960 I assume you didn't wanna speak to him. 430 00:25:56,960 --> 00:25:58,960 Oh, don't start that. 431 00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:02,960 - You started this! - Hey! 432 00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:05,800 Your father. You could help. 433 00:26:05,800 --> 00:26:07,960 It wouldn't be impossible for you to lift a finger. 434 00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:10,000 I do my bit. I don't need validation from you. 435 00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:12,160 Really? And what about Simran in all of this? 436 00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:13,800 What about her? 437 00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:15,480 - You selfish bastard! - Pack it in. 438 00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:17,480 She's got a fucking eating disorder. 439 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:19,960 It's a mental fucking illness. 440 00:26:19,960 --> 00:26:21,960 - Did you know that? - Listen... 441 00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:23,960 Did you and Sangeeta discuss that 442 00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:25,960 after you fucked each other's brains out? 443 00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:28,960 Did you have a chat about Simran's fucking issues? 444 00:26:28,960 --> 00:26:29,960 Did you? 445 00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:31,000 I know... 446 00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:33,160 Sangeeta deeply cares about her. 447 00:26:33,160 --> 00:26:35,960 Bollocks! You don't get to say that. 448 00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:37,960 What do you want me to say, man? It's not that easy. 449 00:26:37,960 --> 00:26:39,160 It looks easy to me. 450 00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:43,960 Your bachelor lifestyle, your car, your flat, your stuff. 451 00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:45,960 And on top of that you get to screw my wife! 452 00:26:45,960 --> 00:26:47,000 Stop it! 453 00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:50,320 While I get the screwed-up daughter, the crazy old dad, 454 00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:54,160 and the wife who's catatonically pissed off the entire time! 455 00:26:55,320 --> 00:26:58,960 Commitment is what I had, family, 456 00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:00,480 while you dicked around endlessly. 457 00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:02,960 (Mobile ringing) 458 00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:15,000 So... 459 00:27:17,160 --> 00:27:19,960 ..what are you gonna do to sort this out? 460 00:27:51,960 --> 00:27:53,960 Your lungs must look like a frying pan. 461 00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:55,160 Here we go. 462 00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:56,960 Well, you do whatever you'd like. 463 00:27:56,960 --> 00:27:59,960 Who wouldn't want the freedom to destroy themselves? 464 00:27:59,960 --> 00:28:01,960 Have you finished? 465 00:28:01,960 --> 00:28:03,960 Stops me committing murder. 466 00:28:03,960 --> 00:28:05,960 But not adultery. 467 00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:07,480 - Wow! - It's just the truth. 468 00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:13,960 Did I do this to you, Simran? 469 00:28:13,960 --> 00:28:15,960 Did I make you ill? Is it my fault? 470 00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:17,960 Don't try and deflect. 471 00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:19,960 This is about you having sex with your husband's brother 472 00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:23,960 dressed as a strippergram policewoman, nothing else. 473 00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:26,960 We could hear you from the attic, by the way, 474 00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:30,000 but I imagine they could hear you from the bottom of the street. 475 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,480 God. 476 00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:33,960 When did it start? 477 00:28:39,960 --> 00:28:41,480 When did it start? 478 00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:44,640 I don't know. 479 00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:46,960 Days? Months? Years? 480 00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:49,800 I had to choose. 481 00:28:49,800 --> 00:28:51,960 For your sake, Simran. For you. 482 00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:53,960 This has nothing to do with me. 483 00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:56,960 You've got all your freedom and you don't even realise it. 484 00:28:56,960 --> 00:29:00,960 - I couldn't do what you do. - You're not making any sense. 485 00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:03,960 I-I thought I was mature, I thought I would... 486 00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:08,960 ..break away from this boring, traditional world. 487 00:29:08,960 --> 00:29:10,800 By having it off with Uncle Harv? 488 00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:12,960 No. 489 00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:13,960 No, not now. 490 00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:16,160 When I was young. 491 00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:17,960 That was years ago. 492 00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:19,960 You see, Harv and I, we... 493 00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:24,960 Naveen was so... 494 00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:27,320 He was so nice to me, he was so kind, but... 495 00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:33,960 - Harvinder is... - A dick? 496 00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:36,960 He cares about me, Simran. 497 00:29:37,960 --> 00:29:39,960 He doesn't. 498 00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:41,960 No, all he cares about is himself. 499 00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:43,960 I should have seen that... 500 00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,960 ..that I love Harv. 501 00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:51,960 And you wonder why I'm fucked up? 502 00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:54,640 I know why you're fucked up. 503 00:29:55,640 --> 00:29:56,960 Why? 504 00:29:56,960 --> 00:29:59,480 All these bloody lies. 505 00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:06,960 It's not that she was unhappy with you. 506 00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:07,960 (Naveen laughs) 507 00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:09,960 We just thought it would fizzle out. 508 00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:12,960 - Me and her? - No, me and her. 509 00:30:12,960 --> 00:30:13,960 After you got married. 510 00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:17,960 Twenty years. 511 00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:21,960 There are people who kill each other for things like this. 512 00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:25,960 Brothers shagging brothers' wives. 513 00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:27,960 - Do you wanna be with her? - What? 514 00:30:27,960 --> 00:30:30,960 Properly, I mean. Do you or don't you? 515 00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:31,960 It's not gonna be like that. 516 00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:35,960 Do you want to be with her as your wife? 517 00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:39,480 Your lawful wedded wife to have and to hold? 518 00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:42,960 - I do. - You sure about that? 519 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:45,960 For better or for worse? 520 00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:47,320 Did you always wanna be with her? 521 00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:48,480 Yes. 522 00:30:49,640 --> 00:30:51,960 With all your heart? 523 00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:53,960 Hey, come on. 524 00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:55,960 With all your heart? 525 00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:57,960 I was loyal. 526 00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:00,480 I was faithful. 527 00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:02,960 I did what I promised. 528 00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:04,960 But why? You didn't even fancy her. 529 00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:07,960 You said that she was loud and flashy. 530 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:09,960 You said that she was cheap. 531 00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:10,960 I must have changed my mind. 532 00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:13,960 But you knew how I felt about her. You were my older brother. 533 00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:15,960 You only wanted her because she chose you, 534 00:31:15,960 --> 00:31:17,640 and you love being chosen. 535 00:31:17,640 --> 00:31:21,960 You were jealous because for once I got what you wanted. 536 00:31:21,960 --> 00:31:23,960 So, you were getting back at me? 537 00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:26,960 - You're an idiot. - Ah! 538 00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:29,000 See, now we're getting somewhere. 539 00:31:29,000 --> 00:31:32,480 It was her choice and she went for me. 540 00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:34,960 I loved her, end of story. 541 00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:36,960 But you could have said no. 542 00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:39,480 I told you I wanted to be with her. 543 00:31:39,480 --> 00:31:42,800 It's not my fault you never got over it, being dumped. 544 00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:44,960 - She made a mistake. - She didn't want you. 545 00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:45,960 She was getting back at me. 546 00:31:45,960 --> 00:31:49,000 No-one tells someone that they love them 547 00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:53,960 and then gets bloody married to them to get back at someone else. 548 00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:56,640 She chucked you, and you're so arrogant 549 00:31:56,640 --> 00:31:57,960 you never got over it. 550 00:31:57,960 --> 00:32:00,160 - You... - Actually, that's not true. 551 00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:04,960 Pour me one, will you? 552 00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:16,960 I need to tell the truth. 553 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:17,960 He doesn't wanna hear it. 554 00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:19,960 All right. 555 00:32:19,960 --> 00:32:22,960 All right, if it's your undying love, 556 00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,960 I get that already. 557 00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:27,960 Sangeeta, where's Simran? 558 00:32:27,960 --> 00:32:29,960 She's upstairs. 559 00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:31,960 Sangeeta, can we talk? 560 00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:34,640 If she's got anything to say, she's gonna say it to me first. 561 00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:35,960 No. 562 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,960 No, you both need to hear this. 563 00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:42,480 One sec. 564 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:46,000 Shit! 565 00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:47,960 - Do I really wanna know this? - Too late. 566 00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:53,960 Simran is Harv's daughter. 567 00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:55,640 (Spits out drink) 568 00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:57,800 - No, she's not. - What the fuck? 569 00:32:57,800 --> 00:33:00,960 - How? She can't be. - It was 50-50. I got it wrong. 570 00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:03,960 - But you'd already dumped him. - You were certain the baby was his. 571 00:33:03,960 --> 00:33:05,960 I know, but it could have been either of you. 572 00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:07,960 Don't be ridiculous! How? 573 00:33:07,960 --> 00:33:08,960 Well, you see, when a man and a woman... 574 00:33:08,960 --> 00:33:10,960 Shut the fuck up. 575 00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:12,480 I didn't know what to do. 576 00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:16,960 I felt like the baby was yours. 577 00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:17,960 - Felt? - Felt? 578 00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:21,960 Well, I-I-I worked the dates out and-and-and that was no good. 579 00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:26,000 It was still 50-50, but I-I... I had a feeling. 580 00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:27,320 Did you ever give him up? 581 00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:28,960 (Harvinder) Will you let her speak? 582 00:33:28,960 --> 00:33:31,000 Why don't you? 583 00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:33,960 - I wanted to give him up. - No, you didn't. 584 00:33:33,960 --> 00:33:36,960 - Believe me, I did. - But you weren't with him then. 585 00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:39,960 - Sangeeta had finished with you. - Don't you get it? 586 00:33:39,960 --> 00:33:41,960 - Shut up, Harvinder. - When you were pregnant, 587 00:33:41,960 --> 00:33:42,960 you said it was all my fault. 588 00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:43,960 I know! 589 00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:47,000 I know I did. 590 00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:50,800 I wanted the baby to be yours. 591 00:33:50,800 --> 00:33:52,160 She didn't know what she wanted. 592 00:33:52,160 --> 00:33:53,960 She knew she didn't want you. 593 00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:55,960 (Sangeeta) No, just listen! 594 00:33:55,960 --> 00:33:58,320 I prayed that you would be the father. 595 00:33:59,960 --> 00:34:01,960 Why? 596 00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:03,000 Yeah, why? 597 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:07,960 Because I thought you... I thought life would be easier. 598 00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:11,960 I thought you would make everything OK. 599 00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:14,960 I thought that you would make a better father. 600 00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:18,000 I'd have made a good father. 601 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:20,480 You'd have been bloody useless. 602 00:34:20,480 --> 00:34:22,960 It's not as if you've done a bloody brilliant job. 603 00:34:22,960 --> 00:34:24,480 What's that supposed to mean? 604 00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:27,960 Well, maybe it's because of you that Simran is so screwed up. 605 00:34:27,960 --> 00:34:30,960 I don't think so. It's genetics, she said. They told her. 606 00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:34,160 Her pain-in-the-arse fuck-ups are all yours, mate. 607 00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:36,960 Except we're brothers, mate. Same DNA, innit, blood? 608 00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:40,960 She takes after you: self-centred, rude, obsessive, 609 00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:43,800 not half as bloody clever as she thinks she is. 610 00:34:43,800 --> 00:34:46,160 In fact, it makes total sense you're her father. 611 00:34:46,160 --> 00:34:49,960 You're both completely mentally fucked! 612 00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:51,640 You want to have a go at parenting that? 613 00:34:51,640 --> 00:34:54,640 You're very welcome to try, mate! 614 00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:55,960 Obsessive? 615 00:34:55,960 --> 00:34:57,960 Says the man with 15 fucking dustbins. 616 00:34:57,960 --> 00:34:59,960 They're for the fucking environment, you fuck! 617 00:34:59,960 --> 00:35:01,480 Stop! Just stop! 618 00:35:01,480 --> 00:35:02,960 - Jesus Christ! - Both of you! 619 00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:04,960 This is bollocks! 620 00:35:04,960 --> 00:35:06,960 She must be mine! 621 00:35:06,960 --> 00:35:08,960 You're wrong. You don't know for sure. 622 00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:10,960 I do. I know now. I... 623 00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:13,960 ..I had her DNA analysed. 624 00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:17,960 It was making me feel ill, the not knowing. 625 00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:20,960 It just eats away at you, day after day after day, 626 00:35:20,960 --> 00:35:23,960 until the only thing that's left, the only thing, 627 00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:24,960 is guilt. 628 00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:28,640 And it makes you do things. It makes you hate yourself. 629 00:35:29,640 --> 00:35:32,960 Sometimes I can't even bear to look at Simran. 630 00:35:44,960 --> 00:35:46,160 Sangeeta, I love you. 631 00:35:47,960 --> 00:35:50,640 He does not. 632 00:35:50,640 --> 00:35:51,960 We're good. 633 00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:53,960 We can be good. 634 00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:55,960 We have our daughter to think of. 635 00:35:55,960 --> 00:35:58,960 What are you on about? She's not yours! 636 00:35:59,960 --> 00:36:00,960 Hang on a minute. 637 00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:03,960 What about me in all of this? 638 00:36:03,960 --> 00:36:05,960 The actual father. 639 00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:09,480 You know, it's been tough for me the last couple of years. 640 00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:11,960 Has it? (Sangeeta gasps) 641 00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:16,960 Sangeeta is still my wife. 642 00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:18,960 (Doorbell rings) 643 00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:26,960 Great. 644 00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:29,960 (Mobile ringing) It's your mum. 645 00:36:29,960 --> 00:36:31,960 Brilliant. 646 00:36:31,960 --> 00:36:32,960 Right on cue. 647 00:36:32,960 --> 00:36:33,960 Yes? Hello? 648 00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:35,960 - 'Mr Sanghera?' - Who is this? 649 00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:37,960 It's Steve Nagy from the Laurel Bush. 650 00:36:37,960 --> 00:36:39,960 Actually, one second. 651 00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:41,960 This is Dad's care home. Why don't you take it this time? 652 00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:42,960 Do your bit. 653 00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:45,960 Fine. No problem! 654 00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:47,960 - Hello? - There's a problem, Mr Sanghera. 655 00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:49,960 Er... a problem with your father. 656 00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:00,960 I'd love to use the front door sometime. 657 00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:03,960 - Your parents don't mind. - Shh. My room, quickly. 658 00:37:03,960 --> 00:37:06,960 - (Harvinder) Hello? Hi, this is... - Are you all right? 659 00:37:06,960 --> 00:37:08,960 I'm fine. 660 00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:11,960 You've been rowing again. 661 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:15,000 Your instincts are strong, I'll give you that. 662 00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:19,160 - We're fine. - And Simran? How is she? 663 00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:21,960 I've got a feeling something bad is going to happen. 664 00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:23,960 - Where is she? - She's upstairs. 665 00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:26,960 Go check on her now. 666 00:37:26,960 --> 00:37:27,960 Go on. 667 00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:30,960 Simran? 668 00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:36,960 And you, Naveen? 669 00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:38,640 Are you all right? 670 00:37:39,960 --> 00:37:41,800 Shall we go in here for a minute? 671 00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:46,960 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, but what is he actually doing? 672 00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:49,960 Er... I don't know how else to explain, Mr Sanghera. 673 00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:51,480 He-he-he's outside. 674 00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:53,960 He's gone outside. He won't come back. 675 00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:56,960 Mr Sanghera? Mr Sanghera? 676 00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:58,960 - 'Have you got it?' - 'No, Mr Sanghera.' 677 00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:01,960 You can't go out there. You have to come down. 678 00:38:01,960 --> 00:38:03,960 Steve, I'm telling you, 679 00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:05,960 I'm gonna jump. 680 00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:07,960 I'm gonna bloody jump! 681 00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:08,960 What the hell is he doing? 682 00:38:08,960 --> 00:38:09,960 Er... I-I don't know. 683 00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:12,960 He left his room and found the fire escape. 684 00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:16,000 - There is a little balcony there. - 'Oh!' 685 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,960 - OK, so he's just on his balcony? - 'No.' 686 00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:20,960 No, he's on the edge. 687 00:38:20,960 --> 00:38:23,960 Standing on the edge. You have to come here, Mr Sanghera. 688 00:38:23,960 --> 00:38:26,960 Er... I don't think that's necessary. 689 00:38:26,960 --> 00:38:27,960 - You have to speak to him. - 'Mm.' 690 00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:29,800 Mm-hm. 691 00:38:29,800 --> 00:38:31,960 - Mr Sanghera? - Yeah, leave it with me. Thank you. 692 00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:35,000 (Swears in Hungarian) 693 00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:38,960 We need someone down here right now. Suresh in on the roof. 694 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:43,960 Sim? Are you there? 695 00:38:43,960 --> 00:38:46,960 Your nani's here. We just wanna make sure you're here and safe. 696 00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:51,160 - Sim! - (Simran) Fuck off! 697 00:38:51,160 --> 00:38:53,960 Thank you. That's all I wanted to know. 698 00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:57,960 Are you sure that's what you heard, Sim? 699 00:38:57,960 --> 00:38:59,960 Yeah. 700 00:38:59,960 --> 00:39:03,320 They all just spoke about me like I was a piece of shit. 701 00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:06,960 It's... It's heavy, man. 702 00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:12,640 - Josh? - Yeah? 703 00:39:12,640 --> 00:39:13,960 Fuck me. 704 00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:16,960 - Fuck me really loudly. - Are you all right, Sim? 705 00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:17,960 No, that's what she does. 706 00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:20,000 She just fucks anyone she likes, whenever she likes. 707 00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:24,960 You're not doing anything. 708 00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:26,960 Yeah, well, I didn't think you liked me like that. 709 00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:30,960 Yeah, well, obviously I've changed my mind, so just... 710 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:31,960 I... I don't think that... 711 00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:34,960 that you should be peer-pressuring me into having sex with you. 712 00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:39,960 Sorry, it just... It doesn't feel right. 713 00:39:44,960 --> 00:39:46,640 - Sorry. - No. 714 00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:56,960 Sim... 715 00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:07,960 Did you know Harvinder was, er... Simran's father? 716 00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:16,960 (Tuts) 717 00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:23,320 Tell me what the hell happened. Please. 718 00:40:26,960 --> 00:40:28,960 All those years ago, 719 00:40:28,960 --> 00:40:32,800 Sangeeta came to me and told me she was pregnant, 720 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:35,960 so I said we'd sort out a termination 721 00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:38,800 and we wouldn't breathe a word to her dad. 722 00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:40,960 But she was determined to have the baby. 723 00:40:40,960 --> 00:40:42,960 Yeah, it was terrifying. 724 00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:45,960 She said the father could be you or your brother. 725 00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:48,960 But she was adamant she wanted to be with Harvinder. 726 00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:53,960 So, I took her to your mum. 727 00:40:53,960 --> 00:40:55,480 I mean, you were both her boys, after all. 728 00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:56,960 Her sons. 729 00:41:00,960 --> 00:41:01,960 You went to see Mum? 730 00:41:03,960 --> 00:41:05,960 And she called Sangeeta a slut. 731 00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:09,960 She thought Sangeeta's sexuality was my responsibility. 732 00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:15,960 Wait, so Mum knew that the baby could have been Harvinder's? 733 00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:16,960 Of course. 734 00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:19,960 And Gurpreet was very clear what was going to happen. 735 00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:22,960 She said if we told anyone the baby could be Harvinder's, 736 00:41:22,960 --> 00:41:23,960 she's send him away. 737 00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:28,960 She said she wouldn't allow him to mess up his life. 738 00:41:30,960 --> 00:41:32,160 Mum said that? 739 00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:33,960 When I told her Sangeeta was pregnant, 740 00:41:33,960 --> 00:41:36,000 she just said, "These things happen." 741 00:41:38,960 --> 00:41:40,960 For once, I thought she was really on my side. 742 00:41:42,960 --> 00:41:44,960 She said I had to do the right thing. 743 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:48,960 Other boys wouldn't have. 744 00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,000 (Harvinder) You knew how I felt that night. 745 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:01,160 You hurt me, called me a slut. 746 00:42:01,160 --> 00:42:05,960 No. I said, "My mum thinks you're a slut." 747 00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:07,160 Big difference. 748 00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:13,960 I hated what you did that night. 749 00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:16,640 I know. 750 00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:18,960 I wanted to be with you. 751 00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:20,960 And I let you go. 752 00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:24,960 - Why? - It wasn't the right time, Harv. 753 00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:26,480 Not then. 754 00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:29,000 But you knew the baby could have been mine. 755 00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:32,960 There was no baby. It was a foetus. 756 00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:36,000 It was a foetus and that foetus was mine. 757 00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:38,960 Can a foetus ever be yours? Really? 758 00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:44,960 It was all mine. It was my mess, my choice. 759 00:42:44,960 --> 00:42:46,960 I still can't believe why you chose him. 760 00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:48,960 Cos you're such a good catch (!) 761 00:42:48,960 --> 00:42:52,480 - Hey, we had fun. - Too much fun. 762 00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:55,800 Naveen was good for me. 763 00:42:55,800 --> 00:42:57,960 He was boring, dependable. 764 00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:01,320 And you went out of your way to be neither, right? 765 00:43:05,320 --> 00:43:07,960 Why didn't you tell me about Simran before? 766 00:43:10,160 --> 00:43:11,960 (Sangeeta sighs) 767 00:43:11,960 --> 00:43:13,960 I was waiting for the right moment. 768 00:43:13,960 --> 00:43:15,960 Your deathbed or mine. 769 00:43:17,960 --> 00:43:20,960 Well, you don't have to wait any longer. 770 00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:26,960 It's like this huge weight has been lifted. 771 00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:28,960 Your sham marriage is over. 772 00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:30,960 We can do whatever we want. 773 00:43:30,960 --> 00:43:34,960 Yeah, cos this feels like total liberation (!) 774 00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:36,160 Right? 775 00:43:36,160 --> 00:43:39,960 I mean, this... is amazing if you think about it. 776 00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:43,960 I have a daughter. 777 00:43:45,800 --> 00:43:46,960 You're drunk. 778 00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:48,960 Naveen will understand. He's not stupid. 779 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:51,960 Well, not that stupid. 780 00:43:51,960 --> 00:43:54,480 Now, Simran can come and live with us... 781 00:43:56,640 --> 00:43:58,960 ..and we can show her how happy we are. 782 00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:00,960 (Front door opening) 783 00:44:00,960 --> 00:44:03,960 Simran! Simran! 784 00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:09,960 Simran? 785 00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:18,960 Shit. 786 00:44:23,800 --> 00:44:24,960 Simran? 787 00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:26,960 She's not in her room. 788 00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:30,960 I told you to keep an eye on her. 789 00:44:46,960 --> 00:44:48,960 'Hey, it's Simran. You know what to do.' 790 00:44:48,960 --> 00:44:49,960 It's gone to voicemail. 791 00:44:49,960 --> 00:44:52,960 Look, she's probably switched her phone off. She's upset. 792 00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:54,480 She needs a bit of time and space. 793 00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:56,960 - She's not well, Sangeeta. - I do know that. 794 00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:59,960 - I'll get my bike. - No, take my car. 795 00:44:59,960 --> 00:45:03,640 - Where's my phone, you cock? - It's on the table, you wanker. 796 00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:07,000 Thank you. 797 00:45:08,960 --> 00:45:10,960 (Front door opens and closes) 798 00:45:35,000 --> 00:45:38,960 Sim! Sim, where are you going? 799 00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:40,800 You can't just run away from your problems. 800 00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:42,960 I'm not running away, I'm breaking free. There's a difference. 801 00:45:42,960 --> 00:45:44,960 - Yeah, but what about school? - I'll catch up. 802 00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:47,960 No, you'll... You'll mess up your A Levels. 803 00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:49,960 It'll ruin your prospects. 804 00:45:49,960 --> 00:45:53,000 Your prospects are, like, one of the best things about you. 805 00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:55,480 There's nothing for me here any more, Josh. 806 00:45:56,960 --> 00:45:58,960 I'm here. 807 00:45:58,960 --> 00:46:03,160 I've gotta go. I-I've gotta do this for myself. 808 00:46:03,160 --> 00:46:04,960 Go where? 809 00:46:05,960 --> 00:46:07,480 Away. 810 00:46:08,960 --> 00:46:10,960 Josh, I'm going away. 811 00:46:31,960 --> 00:46:33,960 It's my fault she's gone. 812 00:46:33,960 --> 00:46:35,960 No, it's no-one's fault. 813 00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:38,320 Today's been rough. 814 00:46:38,320 --> 00:46:39,960 She'll be all right. 815 00:46:39,960 --> 00:46:42,960 She'll probably just go to a supermarket car park somewhere, 816 00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:48,160 have a cry, come to her senses, and come back home. 817 00:46:48,160 --> 00:46:49,960 You don't know her. 818 00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:52,960 She's stubborn. 819 00:46:52,960 --> 00:46:56,960 If she's running away, she's gonna make a good go of it. 820 00:46:56,960 --> 00:46:58,960 How far can she go? 821 00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:02,960 I shouldn't have been so hard on her. 822 00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:04,960 She's so mature... 823 00:47:05,960 --> 00:47:07,960 ..I forget her age sometimes. 824 00:47:07,960 --> 00:47:09,480 (Mobile vibrating) 825 00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:10,960 Oh. 826 00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:15,960 (Sighs) 827 00:47:17,320 --> 00:47:20,160 It's the Laurel Bush again. 828 00:47:20,160 --> 00:47:21,960 Is everything OK? 829 00:47:21,960 --> 00:47:23,960 Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's fine, probably nothing. 830 00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:25,960 Just, er... 831 00:47:25,960 --> 00:47:31,960 Dad was on the balcony. They're getting a bit worried, that's all. 832 00:47:31,960 --> 00:47:34,960 What? Answer the phone! 833 00:47:34,960 --> 00:47:38,160 Oh, he just makes me feel a bit sheepish, you know. 834 00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:40,960 He makes me feel guilty because I don't call him. 835 00:47:40,960 --> 00:47:42,160 Answer the phone. 836 00:47:43,960 --> 00:47:44,960 OK... 837 00:47:46,640 --> 00:47:47,800 Hello? 838 00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:49,960 He keeps saying he'll jump, Mr Sanghera. Are you coming? 839 00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:51,960 (Harvinder) What do you mean, jump? 840 00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:52,960 'The police have been saying 841 00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:54,960 'they're on their way for 20 minutes now.' 842 00:47:54,960 --> 00:47:56,960 What do you mean, jump, Steve? 843 00:47:56,960 --> 00:47:59,960 I told you, Mr Sanghera, just now. He's on the roof. 844 00:47:59,960 --> 00:48:01,960 Ah, fuck... 845 00:48:01,960 --> 00:48:04,000 (Suresh) Don't try and stop me, Steve! 846 00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:06,160 No, Mr Sang... Mr Sanghera, go back! 847 00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:07,960 They say he's gonna jump. 848 00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:10,960 Er... OK. (Ringing tone) 849 00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:11,960 Er... 850 00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:14,320 Dad, what are you doing? 851 00:48:14,320 --> 00:48:16,320 What am I doing? Have you got it? 852 00:48:16,320 --> 00:48:19,960 - 'Got what?' - The whatsit, the berry soap. 853 00:48:19,960 --> 00:48:20,960 They changed it! 854 00:48:20,960 --> 00:48:25,960 - (Steve) Mr Sanghera! - Steve, I want my berry wash. 855 00:48:25,960 --> 00:48:27,960 - What? - How many bloody times? 856 00:48:27,960 --> 00:48:28,960 I want my berry wash! 857 00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:31,160 - Dad... - (Steve) 'Hello, Mr Sanghera...' 858 00:48:31,160 --> 00:48:32,480 Who's this? 859 00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:36,960 Hey, you're not Naveen. I want my Naveen. 860 00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:40,960 Or I'll do it, you know, I'll bloody well jump. 861 00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:43,960 It's... It's Harv, Dad. 862 00:48:43,960 --> 00:48:47,960 Listen, you go and get Naveen or... I'm gonna bloody jump. 863 00:48:47,960 --> 00:48:50,160 It-it-it's your youngest, Dad, it's Harv. 864 00:48:50,160 --> 00:48:51,960 I-I-I'm coming to you now. 865 00:48:51,960 --> 00:48:53,960 What are you blabbering on about? 866 00:48:53,960 --> 00:48:55,960 Dad, you-you're confused. 867 00:48:55,960 --> 00:48:58,160 I'm not, I'm not confused. I know what I know. 868 00:48:59,320 --> 00:49:01,000 - Is she on her way? - Who? 869 00:49:01,000 --> 00:49:04,320 Gurpreet, you prick! My wife, Gurpreet. 870 00:49:04,320 --> 00:49:05,960 Listen, she'll sort this out. 871 00:49:05,960 --> 00:49:07,160 Uh... Dad, Dad... 872 00:49:07,160 --> 00:49:09,800 - (Steve) Mr Sanghera! Suresh! - What? 873 00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:10,960 Don't move, please. 874 00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:11,960 Ah, fuck! 875 00:49:12,960 --> 00:49:15,960 I have to get to him. Jesus! 876 00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:17,000 - You can't drive. - Why not? 877 00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:19,960 Because you're drunk. 878 00:49:19,960 --> 00:49:22,960 - You drive me. - No. No, we sold our car. 879 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:24,960 - Fucking eco-warrior twats! - Look... 880 00:49:24,960 --> 00:49:28,480 If you take the side street, you'll get there quicker walking anyway. 881 00:49:28,480 --> 00:49:31,800 - So, go, walk. - OK. Yeah. 882 00:49:31,800 --> 00:49:34,960 OK, good. Yes, OK. 883 00:49:34,960 --> 00:49:36,960 Bastard vase! 884 00:49:36,960 --> 00:49:37,960 Sorry. 885 00:49:38,960 --> 00:49:39,960 (Front door opens and closes) 886 00:49:39,960 --> 00:49:42,800 'Hey, it's Simran. You know what to do.' 887 00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:45,960 - (Beep) - Simran, I know you're upset. 888 00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:48,960 I'm upset too, but I need to know you're safe. 889 00:49:48,960 --> 00:49:50,960 Please give me a ring. 890 00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:53,960 Please. I'm really worried about you. 891 00:49:53,960 --> 00:49:55,960 Where have you got to, Simran? 892 00:50:09,960 --> 00:50:11,960 (Ringing tone) 893 00:50:11,960 --> 00:50:12,960 Naveen? 894 00:50:12,960 --> 00:50:13,960 No use, can't see her anywhere. 895 00:50:13,960 --> 00:50:15,960 She's been talking a lot about going away. 896 00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:17,480 Maybe she's gone to the airport. 897 00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:20,640 Er... Sim would never fly. It would take her weeks to offset the carbon. 898 00:50:22,960 --> 00:50:24,640 St Pancras. 899 00:50:24,640 --> 00:50:26,960 - I'll take the train there. - 'OK, I'll see you there.' 900 00:50:28,960 --> 00:50:29,960 (Ringing tone) 901 00:50:29,960 --> 00:50:32,800 - Dad? It's Harvinder. - (Suresh) 'Harvinder?' 902 00:50:32,800 --> 00:50:35,960 I remember. You're the one who never listens. 903 00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:39,480 - That's right. - 'Oh, we all make mistakes.' 904 00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:41,960 There's no point in feeling guilty, huh, Harvinder? 905 00:50:41,960 --> 00:50:43,960 Yeah. 906 00:50:43,960 --> 00:50:45,960 Harvinder was an accident. 907 00:50:45,960 --> 00:50:47,960 No, Dad, I am Harvinder. 908 00:50:47,960 --> 00:50:52,960 After all that time of trying and trying and... not getting there, 909 00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:56,960 'Gurpreet feeling miserable and I'm thinking...' 910 00:50:56,960 --> 00:51:03,320 "Am I firing blanks?", and she said, "I want a son of my own." 911 00:51:03,320 --> 00:51:05,960 Er... yeah, OK, Dad. 912 00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:08,960 'But you were such a gift, you were, Harvinder.' 913 00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:10,960 After all that, it was true. 914 00:51:10,960 --> 00:51:13,320 We couldn't believe it that she fell pregnant. 915 00:51:13,320 --> 00:51:16,960 'But it was such bad bloody timing, it was.' 916 00:51:16,960 --> 00:51:19,960 All the setting-up we had done for little Naveen. 917 00:51:19,960 --> 00:51:21,960 We had put everything into getting him. 918 00:51:21,960 --> 00:51:23,000 What do you mean, getting him? 919 00:51:23,000 --> 00:51:26,800 Gurpreet paid a price too. 920 00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:31,960 After Harvinder was born she was in such a state. 921 00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:34,960 They locked her up in a... in an asylum place. 922 00:51:34,960 --> 00:51:36,960 - 'Did you know that?' - No. 923 00:51:36,960 --> 00:51:39,960 'No? Yeah, she was in such a way that...' 924 00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:42,960 she wouldn't look at poor little Naveen, poor sod. 925 00:51:43,960 --> 00:51:46,960 Not wanted by his real mum, 926 00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:49,960 and not wanted by anybody. 927 00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:51,000 So you'd better get Gurpreet. 928 00:51:51,000 --> 00:51:52,960 - She'll sort this out. - 'Wait, no...' 929 00:51:52,960 --> 00:51:55,640 - Dad, don't hang up. No, no... Fu... (Beeping) 930 00:51:55,640 --> 00:51:56,960 Shitting, fuck, shit. 931 00:52:01,000 --> 00:52:03,960 (Ringing tone) 932 00:52:03,960 --> 00:52:04,960 - 'What?' - Simran! 933 00:52:04,960 --> 00:52:06,960 - 'Get lost!' - Come home. Please, Simran. 934 00:52:06,960 --> 00:52:08,320 'I heard what you said.' 935 00:52:08,320 --> 00:52:09,960 I didn't mean for you to hear any of that. 936 00:52:09,960 --> 00:52:10,960 'You're not my dad.' 937 00:52:10,960 --> 00:52:12,960 (Line disconnects) 938 00:52:40,320 --> 00:52:42,480 (Ringing tone) 939 00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:45,960 Come on, Sim. Come on! 940 00:52:50,800 --> 00:52:51,960 Suresh! 941 00:52:52,960 --> 00:52:56,320 Suresh, what are we going to do with you? 942 00:52:56,320 --> 00:52:58,640 (Speaks Urdu) 943 00:53:00,960 --> 00:53:03,640 - Come out here. - Don't turn round. 944 00:53:03,640 --> 00:53:04,960 I know why you are here. 945 00:53:06,960 --> 00:53:09,640 I never breathed a word to anyone. 946 00:53:10,800 --> 00:53:12,960 Just like you wanted. 947 00:53:12,960 --> 00:53:16,960 I promise you, I-I never... never told anyone anything. 948 00:53:16,960 --> 00:53:18,960 Don't turn, Suresh. 949 00:53:18,960 --> 00:53:21,960 (Suresh) Naveen, he's a good boy, isn't he? 950 00:53:21,960 --> 00:53:23,960 He's always there for us. 951 00:53:23,960 --> 00:53:26,640 Hard-working, reliable... 952 00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:28,960 Not like the other one. 953 00:53:28,960 --> 00:53:31,960 It... It's OK now, Suresh. You don't have to worry yourself. 954 00:53:33,320 --> 00:53:36,960 - I'm gonna come to you now, OK? - You be careful. 955 00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:49,960 (Mobile ringing) 956 00:53:49,960 --> 00:53:52,960 - Simran? - (Suresh) 'What? No, it's your dad. 957 00:53:52,960 --> 00:53:54,960 'Harvinder, it's your dad.' 958 00:53:54,960 --> 00:53:57,320 - It's Naveen, Dad. - 'Oh, Naveen? Yeah, yeah. 959 00:53:57,320 --> 00:53:59,960 'That's what I said, my lovely boy Naveen.' 960 00:53:59,960 --> 00:54:01,960 Listen, Dad, I can't talk right now. I'm looking for Simran. 961 00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:03,960 You remember her, don't you? 962 00:54:03,960 --> 00:54:05,960 My daughter. She loves you. She's in trouble. 963 00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:08,960 'You were our little miracle, you were. Oh, poor boy. 964 00:54:08,960 --> 00:54:10,960 'I'm sorry, Naveen, for all we did to you.' 965 00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:14,320 Dad, it-it's all right. Listen, call Harvinder. 966 00:54:14,320 --> 00:54:17,000 He'll come and see. I can't talk right now. I'll see you later. 967 00:54:17,000 --> 00:54:18,960 'No, but you're the one I need to talk...' 968 00:54:21,960 --> 00:54:22,960 (Mobile chimes) 969 00:54:31,960 --> 00:54:33,160 We're OK, aren't we, Suresh? 970 00:54:33,160 --> 00:54:36,960 - It's OK. - 'Right, Dad, you listen to me.' 971 00:54:36,960 --> 00:54:38,960 - Are the police there yet? - 'No. I told you.' 972 00:54:38,960 --> 00:54:40,960 I want my Gurpreet, not you. 973 00:54:40,960 --> 00:54:43,960 Oh, fuck's sake. How many times? She's not coming! 974 00:54:43,960 --> 00:54:47,320 All right. I know. 975 00:54:48,320 --> 00:54:49,960 I know. 976 00:54:49,960 --> 00:54:51,960 I-I-I'm sorry. OK? 977 00:54:52,960 --> 00:54:54,960 - My Gurpreet? (Nurse speaks Urdu) 978 00:54:54,960 --> 00:54:56,960 She's been gone for years, Dad. 979 00:54:56,960 --> 00:54:59,480 Naveen knows the secret? 980 00:55:00,640 --> 00:55:01,960 Did I tell him that? 981 00:55:01,960 --> 00:55:03,800 Naveen knows what secret, Dad? 982 00:55:03,800 --> 00:55:04,960 'I promised her.' 983 00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:07,960 - I let her down. - 'No.' 984 00:55:07,960 --> 00:55:09,960 No, y-y-you didn't let anybody down. 985 00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:12,800 (Police Officer) Can you all just stand back? 986 00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:13,960 I'm so sorry. 987 00:55:13,960 --> 00:55:16,960 (Nurse speaking Urdu) 988 00:55:19,960 --> 00:55:22,960 No, you stay on the line. You stay on the line, Dad, you don't... 989 00:55:22,960 --> 00:55:24,960 (Line disconnects) Fuck! 990 00:55:24,960 --> 00:55:28,960 (Police Officer) No, I understand, but I just need to... 991 00:55:28,960 --> 00:55:29,960 (Screaming) 992 00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:32,960 Dad, answer the phone, answer the phone, answer the phone! 993 00:55:32,960 --> 00:55:34,960 (Grunts) 994 00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:39,640 Come on, please. God, no! 995 00:55:39,640 --> 00:55:40,960 (Ringing tone) 996 00:55:52,960 --> 00:55:54,960 I understand. 997 00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:56,960 It's not easy, hm? 998 00:55:58,960 --> 00:55:59,960 You didn't say he was here. 999 00:56:01,960 --> 00:56:04,480 How did you find her? 1000 00:56:04,480 --> 00:56:06,000 She finally answered her phone. 1001 00:56:06,000 --> 00:56:08,800 She hasn't disowned me, by my reckoning. 1002 00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:10,960 Simran, no-one wants to disown you. 1003 00:56:10,960 --> 00:56:15,960 You said I was self-centred, obsessive... 1004 00:56:15,960 --> 00:56:16,960 Um... 1005 00:56:16,960 --> 00:56:19,960 I would have thought you'd be pleased to see the back of me. 1006 00:56:19,960 --> 00:56:21,960 Simran, don't say that. 1007 00:56:21,960 --> 00:56:23,960 What else did you say? I was... mental. 1008 00:56:23,960 --> 00:56:26,320 - Rude. - You are a bit rude. 1009 00:56:26,320 --> 00:56:28,160 Fuck off, Dad. 1010 00:56:28,160 --> 00:56:30,960 Or... Uncle or whatever I'm supposed to call you. 1011 00:56:30,960 --> 00:56:31,960 Look, the point is... 1012 00:56:31,960 --> 00:56:35,640 you don't have to put up with me irritating you any more, so... 1013 00:56:35,640 --> 00:56:37,960 - Simran... - Don't try and be nice, 1014 00:56:37,960 --> 00:56:39,960 whatever you do. 1015 00:56:39,960 --> 00:56:41,960 Don't go. 1016 00:56:41,960 --> 00:56:43,960 Well, why would I stay? 1017 00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:46,960 To be paralysed by my own happiness forever like you? 1018 00:56:46,960 --> 00:56:47,960 - We'll sort it. - We won't. 1019 00:56:47,960 --> 00:56:49,960 - I didn't mean those things. - You said it. 1020 00:56:49,960 --> 00:56:52,960 - I didn't know you were listening. - That makes it worse. 1021 00:56:52,960 --> 00:56:56,640 I was trying to get back at him. Look at it from my perspective. 1022 00:56:56,640 --> 00:56:58,960 Empathy is not my strong point. 1023 00:56:58,960 --> 00:57:02,800 You paid a psychiatrist £300 an hour to figure that one out. 1024 00:57:03,960 --> 00:57:06,800 Look, you're not going anywhere, Simran. 1025 00:57:06,800 --> 00:57:08,960 (Scoffs) Nice try. 1026 00:57:08,960 --> 00:57:10,960 But you're not my dad. 1027 00:57:12,160 --> 00:57:13,960 I mean, I'd stick around 1028 00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:16,960 just to see Dr Russell's face when I tell her. 1029 00:57:16,960 --> 00:57:18,960 I need to tell you something. 1030 00:57:18,960 --> 00:57:22,320 See the machinery whirring in her posh little brain as... 1031 00:57:22,320 --> 00:57:25,000 as she took in the fucked-up-ness of this entire situation. 1032 00:57:25,000 --> 00:57:27,960 Sorry, Nani. 1033 00:57:27,960 --> 00:57:29,960 - It's important. - (Simran) What is? 1034 00:57:29,960 --> 00:57:31,800 What I have to tell you. 1035 00:57:31,800 --> 00:57:32,960 Are you gonna come out? 1036 00:57:32,960 --> 00:57:35,960 Oh, my God, not now, not here. 1037 00:57:35,960 --> 00:57:37,960 No, just listen to me. 1038 00:57:37,960 --> 00:57:40,960 My trauma's been bad enough, I really don't think I need... 1039 00:57:40,960 --> 00:57:44,000 Please. Let him speak, hm? 1040 00:57:45,960 --> 00:57:51,960 I said those things because I was hurt too, Simran. 1041 00:57:51,960 --> 00:57:53,960 She betrayed both of us. 1042 00:57:54,960 --> 00:57:56,960 Don't. 1043 00:57:56,960 --> 00:57:58,960 Just don't. 1044 00:57:58,960 --> 00:58:01,960 Look, at this point, I feel... 1045 00:58:01,960 --> 00:58:04,640 absolutely no love for her whatsoever. 1046 00:58:05,960 --> 00:58:07,960 I'm certainly not gonna stick around here, 1047 00:58:07,960 --> 00:58:10,960 whatever shite he comes out with in his fucking beat-me mask. 1048 00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:12,960 Sorry, Nani. 1049 00:58:12,960 --> 00:58:16,960 It just makes me want to... gorge and purge 1050 00:58:16,960 --> 00:58:20,960 and burn up every ounce of fat and smash things and... 1051 00:58:20,960 --> 00:58:24,160 I know you're angry and you've got every right to be, 1052 00:58:24,160 --> 00:58:26,000 but you're only hurting yourself, huh? 1053 00:58:30,960 --> 00:58:32,960 I need to show you this. 1054 00:58:37,960 --> 00:58:39,000 (Doorbell ringing) 1055 00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:47,960 Mrs Sanghera? 1056 00:58:56,960 --> 00:59:00,480 - Where is she going? - I don't know if I can say. 1057 00:59:00,480 --> 00:59:02,960 No, tell me. I... I won't stop her. 1058 00:59:02,960 --> 00:59:04,960 - She's gone away. - Good. 1059 00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:09,960 Good. She's doing what I could have done. 1060 00:59:09,960 --> 00:59:10,960 Getting away from all the expectations 1061 00:59:10,960 --> 00:59:12,960 instead of playing by the rules. 1062 00:59:13,960 --> 00:59:15,960 I mean, you hardly play by the rules, do you? 1063 00:59:15,960 --> 00:59:17,480 I'm here, aren't I? 1064 00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:21,480 Twenty years. 1065 00:59:22,640 --> 00:59:26,000 And now Simran's doing what I didn't have the guts to do. 1066 00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:29,960 But you do what you want, don't you? 1067 00:59:29,960 --> 00:59:31,960 I wasn't allowed boyfriends at her age. 1068 00:59:31,960 --> 00:59:33,320 Yeah, well, I'm not her boyfriend. 1069 00:59:33,320 --> 00:59:35,160 I had them, 1070 00:59:35,160 --> 00:59:38,640 but I wasn't allowed them, I had to keep them secret. 1071 00:59:38,640 --> 00:59:42,640 Do you have any idea how much effort that takes? 1072 00:59:42,640 --> 00:59:45,960 What it does to you, inside. 1073 00:59:46,960 --> 00:59:49,480 Because I love men. 1074 00:59:49,480 --> 00:59:51,960 And my mother understood that. 1075 00:59:51,960 --> 00:59:54,960 She'd never admit to it, but there was this guy from the badminton club 1076 00:59:54,960 --> 00:59:56,960 that used to come over when my father was away. 1077 00:59:58,480 --> 01:00:02,960 I remember how she'd close her eyes when he was holding her from behind. 1078 01:00:05,960 --> 01:00:07,960 Why did you come over this morning? 1079 01:00:09,960 --> 01:00:12,960 Because you're usually alone at that time. 1080 01:00:12,960 --> 01:00:14,000 Risky. 1081 01:00:15,960 --> 01:00:17,960 Sangeeta... 1082 01:00:17,960 --> 01:00:20,640 Mrs Sanghera, Josh. 1083 01:00:20,640 --> 01:00:21,960 Mrs Sanghera. 1084 01:00:23,320 --> 01:00:26,480 Mrs Sanghera, today has been an extremely confusing day... 1085 01:00:26,480 --> 01:00:27,960 Shh. 1086 01:00:29,960 --> 01:00:31,960 Have you got your camera? 1087 01:00:44,960 --> 01:00:48,320 Steve? Steve, now, you listen to me. He didn't.. 1088 01:00:48,320 --> 01:00:50,000 He didn't do it, did he? 1089 01:00:50,000 --> 01:00:53,160 I'm so sorry, Mr Sanghera. 1090 01:00:53,160 --> 01:00:55,960 The police have arrived now. 1091 01:00:55,960 --> 01:00:57,320 There was nothing we could do. 1092 01:00:57,320 --> 01:00:58,960 Well, how is he? 1093 01:00:59,960 --> 01:01:01,960 Is he OK? 1094 01:01:01,960 --> 01:01:04,160 - 'Mr Sanghera, it is so high...' - No. 1095 01:01:04,160 --> 01:01:07,480 - 'There's no chance.' - No, he didn't... 1096 01:01:07,480 --> 01:01:10,480 He didn't do it. D-don't you lie to me, Steve. 1097 01:01:10,480 --> 01:01:12,960 Don't you lie to me. 1098 01:01:12,960 --> 01:01:14,960 - Dad... - 'Mr Sanghera... 1099 01:01:14,960 --> 01:01:16,960 'I tried. I'm so sorry.' 1100 01:01:31,160 --> 01:01:32,960 He's dead. 1101 01:02:05,960 --> 01:02:07,960 Naveen Singh? 1102 01:02:07,960 --> 01:02:09,960 (Naveen) That's me. That's my birth certificate. 1103 01:02:11,960 --> 01:02:13,960 - This is you? - Mm. 1104 01:02:13,960 --> 01:02:16,000 Did you know? 1105 01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:17,960 Bibi and Baba never told you? 1106 01:02:17,960 --> 01:02:19,960 I guess they thought it was the best way. 1107 01:02:19,960 --> 01:02:21,960 What you don't know... 1108 01:02:23,480 --> 01:02:25,480 That's my father. 1109 01:02:25,480 --> 01:02:27,960 My real father, Kundun Singh. 1110 01:02:28,960 --> 01:02:30,800 Bloody hell. 1111 01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:32,960 He has four kids, 1112 01:02:32,960 --> 01:02:35,960 official kids that he recognises. 1113 01:02:43,960 --> 01:02:44,960 Who's this? 1114 01:02:47,960 --> 01:02:50,960 That's my mother, Valerie. 1115 01:02:50,960 --> 01:02:52,960 Valerie Holloway? 1116 01:02:53,960 --> 01:02:55,000 - She's white! - Yeah. 1117 01:02:56,960 --> 01:02:59,960 She was a secretary at the factory. 1118 01:02:59,960 --> 01:03:01,800 Holloway. 1119 01:03:01,800 --> 01:03:05,320 It says she was married, but had no other children and... 1120 01:03:06,000 --> 01:03:07,960 Shit, she died. 1121 01:03:07,960 --> 01:03:11,480 In 1981, aged 32. 1122 01:03:13,000 --> 01:03:15,800 How did you even get onto all of this? 1123 01:03:15,800 --> 01:03:18,800 Dad told me something when... when he lost his marbles. 1124 01:03:18,800 --> 01:03:20,960 It didn't make sense. He kept going on and on. 1125 01:03:22,320 --> 01:03:25,960 I think he found it difficult to live with the secret and... 1126 01:03:26,960 --> 01:03:28,000 But, er... when he told me, 1127 01:03:28,000 --> 01:03:30,960 ironically he thought he was confessing to the police. 1128 01:03:33,480 --> 01:03:34,640 Dad... 1129 01:03:36,000 --> 01:03:37,960 I'm not, though, am I? 1130 01:03:40,960 --> 01:03:42,960 I don't know who I am. 1131 01:03:44,960 --> 01:03:47,160 You're my dad. 1132 01:03:47,160 --> 01:03:49,960 No-one else, no-one could be. 1133 01:03:49,960 --> 01:03:51,960 And you're the one that got to me in time, 1134 01:03:51,960 --> 01:03:53,960 that stopped me from running away. 1135 01:03:56,960 --> 01:03:58,960 I love you, Simran. 1136 01:04:00,960 --> 01:04:02,960 I want you to be OK. 1137 01:04:03,960 --> 01:04:05,960 That's why you... 1138 01:04:05,960 --> 01:04:08,160 You have to go. 1139 01:04:08,160 --> 01:04:10,960 Go out into the world. 1140 01:04:10,960 --> 01:04:12,960 And shine. 1141 01:04:12,960 --> 01:04:14,960 I will. 1142 01:04:14,960 --> 01:04:15,960 Yeah. 1143 01:04:18,000 --> 01:04:20,960 OK, I've got to go. My... My train, it's... 1144 01:04:20,960 --> 01:04:23,960 Yeah, you've gotta go. 1145 01:04:23,960 --> 01:04:25,960 - Can I keep these? - Of course you can. 1146 01:04:25,960 --> 01:04:27,480 To remind me of you. 1147 01:04:32,960 --> 01:04:34,320 Here... 1148 01:04:34,320 --> 01:04:37,000 - I love you, darling. - Love you. 1149 01:04:42,960 --> 01:04:43,960 - Say bye to Mum for me. - Yeah. 1150 01:04:43,960 --> 01:04:46,320 Don't think I'll be speaking to her for a while. 1151 01:04:56,160 --> 01:04:58,960 Priya, I've just got to... make a phone call. 1152 01:04:58,960 --> 01:04:59,960 Yeah. 1153 01:05:02,320 --> 01:05:03,960 (Brian) 'Hello?' 1154 01:05:03,960 --> 01:05:05,960 Brian, I've been looking closely at everything. 1155 01:05:05,960 --> 01:05:07,960 'You noticed it too, then?' 1156 01:05:07,960 --> 01:05:09,960 Yeah. What does it mean? 1157 01:05:09,960 --> 01:05:13,960 'I don't know yet, Naveen. I've been trying to put it together myself.' 1158 01:05:13,960 --> 01:05:16,960 - Could we...? - 'Yeah, I think we could.' 1159 01:05:16,960 --> 01:05:19,960 Why don't you come round? We can talk about it. 1160 01:05:25,960 --> 01:05:27,960 (Front door opens) 1161 01:05:27,960 --> 01:05:30,960 Fuck! Fuck! 1162 01:05:30,960 --> 01:05:31,960 (Front door closes) 1163 01:05:31,960 --> 01:05:34,960 Quick, quick, quick! Shit! 1164 01:05:37,960 --> 01:05:40,960 Harv... How's Suresh? 1165 01:05:44,960 --> 01:05:46,960 How is he? 1166 01:05:46,960 --> 01:05:49,960 Harv? How's Suresh? 1167 01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:55,960 He's gone. 1168 01:05:55,960 --> 01:05:57,480 Gone? 1169 01:05:57,480 --> 01:06:00,160 What do you mean, he's gone? Where has he gone? 1170 01:06:05,960 --> 01:06:07,960 - He jumped. - What? 1171 01:06:09,000 --> 01:06:12,960 Well, what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be with him? 1172 01:06:14,960 --> 01:06:17,320 I couldn't go. I couldn't... 1173 01:06:21,160 --> 01:06:22,960 Naveen's right. 1174 01:06:23,960 --> 01:06:25,960 I'm fucking selfish. 1175 01:06:27,960 --> 01:06:29,960 That's why I didn't go to see him. 1176 01:06:31,960 --> 01:06:32,960 My own dad. 1177 01:06:35,800 --> 01:06:38,960 I didn't have the courage to go and visit him. 1178 01:06:38,960 --> 01:06:41,960 Let alone see him now, like that. 1179 01:06:41,960 --> 01:06:44,800 (Sangeeta) You did your best. 1180 01:06:44,800 --> 01:06:46,960 That's... That's all you can do. 1181 01:06:47,960 --> 01:06:50,640 Don't be too hard on yourself. 1182 01:06:50,640 --> 01:06:51,960 I always had this feeling... 1183 01:06:52,960 --> 01:06:54,960 ..that everything was gonna be OK. 1184 01:06:56,960 --> 01:06:58,960 If I followed my heart's... 1185 01:06:58,960 --> 01:07:01,960 ..desires and... 1186 01:07:01,960 --> 01:07:05,960 did what felt good and comfortable, everything would be OK. 1187 01:07:08,960 --> 01:07:10,960 I'd be protected from... 1188 01:07:11,960 --> 01:07:14,960 ..life's fucking evils. 1189 01:07:18,960 --> 01:07:19,960 I was so wrong... 1190 01:07:21,480 --> 01:07:24,960 ..Sangeeta, so wrong. 1191 01:07:24,960 --> 01:07:26,960 It's a lot to take in. 1192 01:07:27,960 --> 01:07:30,960 Why don't we get to the care home? 1193 01:07:30,960 --> 01:07:33,960 Come on, get up. Come on, up you get. 1194 01:07:33,960 --> 01:07:35,960 - (Harvinder) OK. - (Sangeeta) This way. 1195 01:07:35,960 --> 01:07:37,960 - OK. - This way, this way. 1196 01:07:37,960 --> 01:07:39,320 This way. 1197 01:08:00,960 --> 01:08:03,960 - You little bastard. - OK... Harv? 1198 01:08:03,960 --> 01:08:05,960 Harv, calm down. Look at me. 1199 01:08:05,960 --> 01:08:08,960 Why the fuck would I do that, Sangeeta? 1200 01:08:09,960 --> 01:08:11,960 Shit! Run! 1201 01:08:11,960 --> 01:08:12,960 Josh! 1202 01:08:21,960 --> 01:08:23,960 Oh, shit! 1203 01:08:23,960 --> 01:08:25,960 - Sangeeta, please help. - She can't help you now, boy. 1204 01:08:25,960 --> 01:08:27,960 - Mate, please. - If you're gonna fuck grown-ups, 1205 01:08:27,960 --> 01:08:32,960 you're gonna have to deal with real fucking grown-up consequences. 1206 01:08:34,960 --> 01:08:38,160 I'm gonna fuck you up, you little shit! 1207 01:08:38,160 --> 01:08:39,960 Harv! 1208 01:08:41,960 --> 01:08:44,960 - Harv! - Come on. 1209 01:08:44,960 --> 01:08:47,960 - Stop. - I'm gonna break your fucking ribs. 1210 01:08:47,960 --> 01:08:50,960 You perverted wanker! 1211 01:08:52,960 --> 01:08:54,480 Yeah? Yeah? 1212 01:08:59,960 --> 01:09:01,960 (Speaks Urdu) 1213 01:09:04,960 --> 01:09:06,960 Fucking hell! Thanks. 1214 01:09:07,960 --> 01:09:09,960 Sita! 1215 01:09:09,960 --> 01:09:11,160 Oh, my God! 1216 01:09:13,960 --> 01:09:15,960 - Hey, Brian. - All right, Naveen? 1217 01:09:17,960 --> 01:09:19,800 Holloway. 1218 01:09:19,800 --> 01:09:21,960 Valerie Holloway. Did you know her? 1219 01:09:21,960 --> 01:09:24,800 No, never met her. 1220 01:09:24,800 --> 01:09:29,960 But my mum always used to talk about her niece Val, who lived in London 1221 01:09:29,960 --> 01:09:32,960 and who died young. 1222 01:09:32,960 --> 01:09:34,960 Must have been very hard for her, Naveen. 1223 01:09:36,320 --> 01:09:39,960 - Having a child with a... - Paki. 1224 01:09:39,960 --> 01:09:43,160 She must have suffered from the prejudices of the time. 1225 01:09:43,160 --> 01:09:45,960 I've tried to work it all out, 1226 01:09:45,960 --> 01:09:48,960 but both my parents have passed away so I can't ask them. 1227 01:09:48,960 --> 01:09:52,960 But I've made enquiries through my professional channels. 1228 01:09:54,160 --> 01:09:56,960 So, that would make us cousins? 1229 01:09:57,960 --> 01:09:59,160 Once removed. 1230 01:10:01,960 --> 01:10:03,960 Well... 1231 01:10:03,960 --> 01:10:05,960 Hey, cousin. 1232 01:10:05,960 --> 01:10:07,960 (Priya) That is what it meant, the shoes. 1233 01:10:07,960 --> 01:10:10,960 The blood, this man... 1234 01:10:10,960 --> 01:10:12,960 You're related. 1235 01:10:13,960 --> 01:10:16,480 - What? - Oh, nothing. 1236 01:10:17,800 --> 01:10:19,960 It's interesting. 1237 01:10:19,960 --> 01:10:21,960 There are no more battlefields, 1238 01:10:21,960 --> 01:10:22,960 no epic sagas. 1239 01:10:24,160 --> 01:10:28,000 This is how cosmic energies play out, I suppose. 1240 01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:30,960 A kind of suburban Mahabharat. 1241 01:10:33,160 --> 01:10:34,960 (Naveen) Right. 1242 01:10:34,960 --> 01:10:36,960 (Screaming) What the...? 1243 01:10:41,960 --> 01:10:44,160 (Screaming continues) 1244 01:10:45,960 --> 01:10:47,960 (Naveen) Stop! 1245 01:10:47,960 --> 01:10:49,960 - (Priya) Sangeeta... - Stop, Sangeeta! Stop! 1246 01:10:51,000 --> 01:10:52,960 - (Sangeeta) Shut up! - Sangeeta! 1247 01:10:52,960 --> 01:10:56,960 What? Where's my girl? Where's my little girl? 1248 01:10:56,960 --> 01:10:57,960 She's all right. 1249 01:10:57,960 --> 01:10:58,960 (Groaning) 1250 01:10:58,960 --> 01:11:01,960 He wouldn't listen to me. 1251 01:11:01,960 --> 01:11:04,960 He was stubborn. I couldn't drive and he just... 1252 01:11:04,960 --> 01:11:06,960 Your dad fell. 1253 01:11:06,960 --> 01:11:09,960 He just... jumped off the roof. 1254 01:11:09,960 --> 01:11:10,960 (Groans) 1255 01:11:10,960 --> 01:11:12,960 What? Where is he? 1256 01:11:14,160 --> 01:11:15,800 He's... 1257 01:11:16,960 --> 01:11:18,960 - He's... - He's dead. 1258 01:11:20,800 --> 01:11:24,160 But he called me. He was fine. That doesn't make any sense. 1259 01:11:24,160 --> 01:11:25,960 Maybe that's what it meant. 1260 01:11:25,960 --> 01:11:28,960 I tried talking him down, but he didn't know who I was. 1261 01:12:10,960 --> 01:12:12,160 I'm sorry, Naveen. 1262 01:12:12,160 --> 01:12:14,000 Who the hell are you? 1263 01:12:14,000 --> 01:12:15,960 That's Brian. 1264 01:12:17,960 --> 01:12:19,960 Yeah... yeah, sorry, Mr Sanghera. 1265 01:12:19,960 --> 01:12:21,960 Josh, what the hell are you doing here? 1266 01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:23,960 He was messing around with her. 1267 01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:26,800 And filming it, for fuck's sake. 1268 01:12:26,800 --> 01:12:28,960 Oh, really, Sangeeta! He's just a boy. 1269 01:12:28,960 --> 01:12:29,960 You shut up, Mum! 1270 01:12:29,960 --> 01:12:33,960 She hit me with this spade. You could have killed me! 1271 01:12:33,960 --> 01:12:37,960 Smashed this whole place up, crazy woman! 1272 01:12:37,960 --> 01:12:40,960 I'm... I'm so sorry, Naveen. 1273 01:12:40,960 --> 01:12:42,960 (Naveen) I should have done something. 1274 01:12:42,960 --> 01:12:44,960 I just wanted to keep it all going. 1275 01:12:47,960 --> 01:12:49,960 All this stuff... 1276 01:12:49,960 --> 01:12:51,640 it's not important. 1277 01:12:52,960 --> 01:12:54,960 We can do better than this. 1278 01:13:02,640 --> 01:13:03,960 Sita... 1279 01:13:07,960 --> 01:13:09,000 Oh, Sita... 1280 01:13:17,000 --> 01:13:18,800 Sita. 1281 01:13:22,960 --> 01:13:24,960 She gave us an egg every day. 1282 01:13:26,960 --> 01:13:30,960 She was one of the few things that gave me peace. 1283 01:13:33,960 --> 01:13:36,960 Who did this? 1284 01:13:36,960 --> 01:13:39,320 He did! Harv did it! 1285 01:13:39,320 --> 01:13:41,960 By accident! It was an accident. 1286 01:13:41,960 --> 01:13:45,960 You're both so selfish! All you care about is yourselves. 1287 01:13:45,960 --> 01:13:48,800 You've always wanted him, God knows why. 1288 01:13:48,800 --> 01:13:49,960 But you can have him. 1289 01:13:49,960 --> 01:13:53,960 And you, you finally get what you want, like you always do in the end! 1290 01:13:53,960 --> 01:13:56,960 It's what should have always happened. 1291 01:13:56,960 --> 01:13:58,960 - Don't you point that spade at me. - Gentlemen... 1292 01:14:00,960 --> 01:14:02,960 Shit, man. Are you all right? 1293 01:14:03,960 --> 01:14:07,960 You idiot! Everything you touch turns to shit! 1294 01:14:07,960 --> 01:14:09,480 (Harvinder) You know what? I am done 1295 01:14:09,480 --> 01:14:12,000 with your sanctimonious, morally aggrandising bollocks. 1296 01:14:12,000 --> 01:14:13,960 You eat and you shit 1297 01:14:13,960 --> 01:14:16,960 and you fuck, or at least you want to, just like the rest of us. 1298 01:14:16,960 --> 01:14:18,960 We're just not little, repressed... 1299 01:14:18,960 --> 01:14:20,960 (Groans) 1300 01:14:20,960 --> 01:14:21,960 Do you think he's all right? 1301 01:14:21,960 --> 01:14:24,960 Brian! Brian? 1302 01:14:24,960 --> 01:14:26,960 - Brian? - (Brian) I'm gonna be sick. 1303 01:14:27,960 --> 01:14:29,960 - Brian... (Brian groans softly) 1304 01:14:29,960 --> 01:14:31,800 How are you doing? 1305 01:14:31,800 --> 01:14:34,640 I'm all right. I just need a bit of a sit-down. 1306 01:14:34,640 --> 01:14:37,160 Oh, shit, Brian! Keep your hand on it, keep pressure on it. 1307 01:14:37,160 --> 01:14:39,000 I'm calling an ambulance. 1308 01:14:39,000 --> 01:14:40,960 Oh, no, don't bother. I'll be fine. 1309 01:14:40,960 --> 01:14:42,960 Brian, I think you've got a really deep cut, mate. 1310 01:14:42,960 --> 01:14:45,960 - Have I? - Keep your hand on it, Brian! 1311 01:14:45,960 --> 01:14:47,960 - Someone get me a fucking cloth! - Josh, go. 1312 01:14:47,960 --> 01:14:48,960 (Josh) Yeah, I'll get one. 1313 01:14:48,960 --> 01:14:52,640 Oh, fuck, Brian. You're the only family I've got left. 1314 01:14:52,640 --> 01:14:54,960 Just keep pressure on it, it'll be all right. 1315 01:14:54,960 --> 01:14:56,960 I'll be OK, Naveen. 1316 01:14:56,960 --> 01:14:58,960 Oh, no. 1317 01:14:58,960 --> 01:15:01,960 This is what it meant. 1318 01:15:17,640 --> 01:15:21,960 (Naveen) 'I took the ashes to a beautiful spot the other day. 1319 01:15:21,960 --> 01:15:26,800 'Not exactly the Ganges, but... it will have to do for her. 1320 01:15:27,960 --> 01:15:30,960 'Sita was such a calm bird. 1321 01:15:30,960 --> 01:15:32,960 'She'll be happy there, I think. 1322 01:15:40,960 --> 01:15:42,960 'So, Mum's probably told you her news. 1323 01:15:44,960 --> 01:15:46,960 'She's decided to keep the baby. 1324 01:15:46,960 --> 01:15:50,960 'Said it would give her something positive to focus on, 1325 01:15:50,960 --> 01:15:52,960 'something else to build. 1326 01:15:54,960 --> 01:15:58,800 'And good luck to her, up the duff at 47. 1327 01:16:00,000 --> 01:16:03,800 'A lot hinges on the paternity test. 1328 01:16:03,800 --> 01:16:05,960 'It's between Harv and Josh. 1329 01:16:05,960 --> 01:16:07,480 'Poor kid. 1330 01:16:07,480 --> 01:16:11,960 'You'll be glad to know I'm moving out. 1331 01:16:11,960 --> 01:16:13,960 'Feels good to just start afresh. 1332 01:16:14,960 --> 01:16:16,960 'Blank canvas. 1333 01:16:17,960 --> 01:16:19,960 'The past is... gone. 1334 01:16:21,960 --> 01:16:23,960 'Brian is on the mend. 1335 01:16:23,960 --> 01:16:27,960 'Lost two and a half pints of blood, poor sod. 1336 01:16:27,960 --> 01:16:31,480 'God bless the ambulance service and the blood donors.' 1337 01:16:31,480 --> 01:16:32,960 - OK? - Yeah. 1338 01:16:38,960 --> 01:16:41,960 'It turned out his Aunt Valerie Holloway 1339 01:16:41,960 --> 01:16:43,960 'wasn't the same Valerie Holloway as my mother. 1340 01:16:43,960 --> 01:16:47,960 'Different Valerie Holloways. Can you believe it? 1341 01:16:55,960 --> 01:16:58,960 'It's Suresh's funeral tomorrow. 1342 01:16:58,960 --> 01:17:01,320 'Fuck it, Dad's funeral. 1343 01:17:02,960 --> 01:17:04,960 'I wish he'd still had his marbles, 1344 01:17:04,960 --> 01:17:06,960 'to help me find out about all of this. 1345 01:17:08,960 --> 01:17:12,960 'Carrying all this inside of you all the time, it does things to you. 1346 01:17:14,960 --> 01:17:16,960 'Maybe that's what got to him in the end. 1347 01:17:19,960 --> 01:17:22,960 'Rome sounds amazing, by the way. 1348 01:17:22,960 --> 01:17:24,960 'I'm proud of you, Sim. 1349 01:17:24,960 --> 01:17:27,960 'You've really managed to do something I never did, 1350 01:17:27,960 --> 01:17:31,960 'get away from the chaos and process all this stuff. 1351 01:17:31,960 --> 01:17:34,480 'I wanna check out this pasta place you're on about. 1352 01:17:34,480 --> 01:17:36,960 'Can we do that when I visit?' 1353 01:17:36,960 --> 01:17:41,800 Anyway, I'd better get going. I'm just outside Kundun Singh's house. 1354 01:17:41,800 --> 01:17:45,960 Just felt like I needed to come here to see where it all started. 1355 01:17:45,960 --> 01:17:48,960 To imagine my mother, not in a gross way... 1356 01:17:49,960 --> 01:17:51,480 ..but here... 1357 01:17:52,960 --> 01:17:55,480 ...all that time ago with him is... 1358 01:17:55,480 --> 01:17:56,960 is where it started for me. 1359 01:17:58,960 --> 01:18:00,960 Whatever happens, 1360 01:18:00,960 --> 01:18:03,320 Suresh is still my dad and... 1361 01:18:03,320 --> 01:18:05,960 you're still my beautiful daughter. 1362 01:18:06,960 --> 01:18:11,320 Anyway, best meet this guy, see what he's all about. 1363 01:18:13,800 --> 01:18:14,960 I love you, Sim. 1364 01:18:35,960 --> 01:18:38,960 MUSIC: 'I'll Be With You' by Keiran T Merrick 1365 01:18:51,960 --> 01:18:55,960 1366 01:18:55,960 --> 01:18:59,160 1367 01:19:00,960 --> 01:19:04,960 1368 01:19:04,960 --> 01:19:07,960 1369 01:19:09,800 --> 01:19:13,640 1370 01:19:14,960 --> 01:19:16,960 1371 01:19:18,640 --> 01:19:25,640 To the bay 1372 01:19:26,480 --> 01:19:30,960 1373 01:19:30,960 --> 01:19:35,640 1374 01:19:35,640 --> 01:19:37,960 1375 01:19:39,320 --> 01:19:41,960 1376 01:19:43,960 --> 01:19:48,960 1377 01:19:48,960 --> 01:19:51,960 1378 01:19:52,960 --> 01:19:58,960 1379 01:20:01,160 --> 01:20:05,960 1380 01:20:05,960 --> 01:20:08,640 1381 01:20:09,960 --> 01:20:16,960 1382 01:20:18,160 --> 01:20:22,960 1383 01:20:22,960 --> 01:20:27,160 1384 01:20:27,160 --> 01:20:29,960 1385 01:20:30,960 --> 01:20:33,320 1386 01:20:36,960 --> 01:20:40,000 I am counting the days 1387 01:20:40,000 --> 01:20:43,960 I'll see you again 1388 01:20:44,960 --> 01:20:49,320 But I'll remain strong 1389 01:20:49,320 --> 01:20:53,960 At the end 1390 01:20:54,960 --> 01:20:58,960 1391 01:20:58,960 --> 01:21:01,960 1392 01:21:03,960 --> 01:21:10,960 1393 01:21:12,960 --> 01:21:19,320 Has slowed its turning 1394 01:21:21,960 --> 01:21:28,000 1395 01:21:29,960 --> 01:21:33,960 1396 01:21:33,960 --> 01:21:38,960 1397 01:21:38,960 --> 01:21:40,960 1398 01:21:42,800 --> 01:21:44,960 1399 01:21:48,960 --> 01:21:54,960 1400 01:21:56,960 --> 01:22:01,960 1401 01:22:01,960 --> 01:22:03,960 Subtitles by accessibility@itv.com